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♥ Shiosai ♥
The world in my head is different from yours.
It's distorted, it's twisted, it's strange.
But to me it's the only thing that I have,
That nobody can take away.
My sanctuary, my secret place,
The thing that keeps my sane.
Step through the door and you'll,
Never see things same again.
Bleak and depressing day....
Wednesday, October 3, 2007, 1:36 AM
Today must be my most unlucky day of my whole week......
i was at my godmother's house last night and no one was there besides 2 of my older sister.....
internet connection was good last night (or should i say morning as it was 1 am at that time)
slept at 4 am and woke up at 11 am.....
nobody was nagging at me and it was blissful......
UNTIL THIS MORNING.......
i wake up to find that the internet connection isn't working.....
that was the least trouble of all.
the real trouble started when i went back home...
i realized that i never had a good time when i was at home......
the internet connection was bad......
and most of all my nagging mother was there........
honestly, does she thinks that she will die if she stops nagging for a moment!!
i am so fed up of her!!!
after that i went for tuition....
my friend just stop going there and i have no one 2 talk 2.......
while coming back i was relieve 2 know that i was going 2 my godmother's house again.....
that was the only thought that a was thinking about at that time....
and when i got back home, ready 2 go.....
i got the news that my aunt was robbed in front of my godmother's house!!!
i was forbidden 2 go there as quoted from my mother it is dangerous over there.......
so, i satisfied myself with my bad internet connection....
if you were wondering how bad it was look at this.....
i was watching an anime series on the net......
at my house, i only managed 2 watch 2 episodes in 1 week......
but at my godmother's house, i watched 7 episodes in just 1 NIGHT!!!
imagine how bad the connection was!!!!
and then my sister phone back and said she needs the key for my godmother's house as she gave it to me so i can go there after i finished my tuition.....
unfortunately i can't go there and so the key is with me.....
and so the nagging goes on and on again.....
i wonder when will its all stop.....
sometimes i wonder am i getting more and more angsty each day......
i seems 2 be bottling up my feelings......
maybe i 'll go 2 my godmother's house this Saturday......
i seriously don't feel like staying at home right now.......
why can't my mother learn 2 leave me alone......
everyone in my house is tired of her..........
maybe looking at Yama-chan can cheer me up......or not......