Shiosai

Whee!! I'm back on undeclared haitus!

2011-05-22T22:33:00.004+08:00

...No...not really...more like I just forgot about it....
Whoops....
Sorry! Blog!
YOU LEFT US WITHOUT AN OUTLET TO SPEAK OUT FOR 3 MONTHS!!
Ish...calm down will ya!
Anyway....In the 3 months I did not update...well loads happened...
=~=
I started college for one....
And is almost finishing 1 semester...
HAHA....that too....
Uh....well....I'm supposed to be studying now....but.....
PROCRASTINATE!
WAKAKA!
And as an apology for my blog, I brought a new skin for it!!
XD
Put a LOT of work into this one...I wanted something flashy at first but then decided to go with something simple in the end!
The lovely pictures are taken from Vaguely Unpoetic, who makes lovely icons and banners!
And I got TWITTER!!
TWEET! TWEET!
Now I'm wondering if I should get Tumblr because according to my friend there's a lot of nice pics there!!
But if I do get one it won't be today...because I just created a Photoshop and Photobucket account....
-.-'
So tired now....
gonna ciao!
Bye By-
HEY! COME BACK! I'M NOT DONE WITH YOU YET!
TOO BAD! HAHA!
-bleep-

The Dynamic Relationship of Squalo and Xanxus

2011-02-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

Squalo has worked out a sort of system for Xanxus's choice of projectiles. Whatever comes to hand, including small furniture and sharp stationery, means fuck off right now. Cups with whiskey or tequila mean stop talking fucking nonsense, and fetch me more alcohol. Actual unempty bottles of whiskey or tequila means, as far as Squalo can tell, you are my bestest friend in the world, never leave me.

(He'd gotten a full bottle to the head, once, right after Xanxus had been defrosted and- it's a lousy fucking gesture. It had got glass in his hair.)

"You're such an undeserving bastard," says Squalo, "Why the hell do I bother doing anything for you, asshole?"

Xanxus looks at him, at the ceiling, and throws him into the liquor cabinet and bills him for repairs.

~excerpt from Mimma's Undeserving (A Katekyo Fanfiction)

....yup...that pretty much sums it up... XD

Squalo was to become the boss of Varia before Xanxus barged in and promptly took the throne while declaring a coup d'etate against Vongola Nono. So it's quite hard to imagine that he would be willing to constantly tolerate the abuse he suffered at Xanxus's hands.

Squalo knows he's the closest thing Xanxus has to a friend, and is also rather unfortunately aware that Xanxus considers deadly projectiles to the head the ultimate symbol of trust, forbearance and remote tolerance.

..Weird choice of declaring your emotions but nonetheless....it fits Xanxus's personality....And supposedly Squalo did manage to figure out that in Xanxus's mind throwing stuffs=conveying his thoughts....
...It's a miracle Squalo isn't diagnosed for brain damage already....

Random Rants....

2010-12-24T23:50:00.004+08:00

Hehe....
Sorry for leaving u out 4 so long.....
Life is hectic ya know....
...no....I suppose u don't know.....
Anyway......
It's over.
Goodness....what's with the crappy opening...?
Shut up....
It's hard to tell back something when it's long past you know....
That's why procrastination kills...
Back to topic!!!
Well, when I said it's over, i actually meant a lot of things.
Firstly and the most important one,
SPM.
The stupid exam that's been hovering around since the beginning of the year is finally over.
Period.
Next-
Wait, wait, wait!

What?
That's it?! You're just summarizing the Most Agonizing Time Of My(Our) Life in 3 sentences!!
Thinking more about it would just make me throw the pillow onto the floor.
'The stars were jaded diamond dust, flash frozen on black velvet...'
Don't remind me.
Next!
High school's officially over.
She's really summarizing it in 3 sentences OAO!
.....
SPM sucks.
There, 4 sentences. You happy?
'Do not blaspheme! Do not blaspheme!'
....Why do u keep quoting things? Shiro.
Too much books has spoilt her brain apparently....
Whatever.
You don't even care that one of your conscious split personalities might have suffered permanent mental damage due to almost 4 weeks of stressful studying just to get us a good enough result that is apparently never good enough for us and so we'll feel a little bit disappointed but doesn't think much about it while pondering what's the big deal with exams anyway as a way to comfort ourselves and ignore everything else to go back to reading or writing fanfics because that's the best way to divert our attention from what we hope is improbable but still possible bad results we might be getting?
Hmm....oh, i was daydreaming....repeat that again....
.....someday you're gonna turn into me......
And don't even think 4 a minute that i didn't realized u realized all the jabs and hints i put in there....
'Chestnuts roasting on an open fire.....'
Ahh~ Holiday spirit~
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
...Dude....u sure she's okay?
"....Do you hear what i hear? (Do you hear what i hear?), the song, the song....."
She's just basking in the Christmas feeling.
She be back when she realizes exactly how much fanfic we have yet to read and write.
Flowers frozen in the fridge!! I haven't finished that story yet!!
Careful. Byakuran will come and haunt you if you don't let him meet his Shou-chan.
Werewolf party!!
And Lord Voldemort will be stalking us too if we doesn't finish reading that.
..i think my OTP for Harry Potter is gonna change real soon.....
you and your sick mind...
Speaking of sick, i think i'm coming down with something.....
Flu maybe....
And I still haven't studied for my undang exam....
You don't think we will fail, do you?
Hmm....I can't decide if you're saying that in worry or are u being cynical.....
Nevermind....
Hurry up.....we still got loads to do....
Aww...okay....
Well, my stories are going to be typed slowly and some of them will be up in Livejournal in a few days.....
.....I hope.....
Well, don't forget to visit....
-Bleep-

Something's seriously wrong....

2010-11-18T20:50:00.004+08:00

I think there's something really wrong when I understand Byakuran's point of view more than Irie's one.....
That fanfic is seriously mind boggling...
Plot bunnies are appearing fast......bu they also die fast....
*looks at bloody hands*
Whoops.....
When are u really gonna study?
Tomorrow, day after tomorrow, someday, yesterday, neverday.......
The last one ain't a word......
*Ignores and play tag with her mind...*
Hey crazy! Go read books!
*Goes search for fanfics*
Not those books!
*Continues searching*
We give up!
*Continues searching*
-Bleep-

UPDATES ALERT!! =A=!

2010-10-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

Wai!! I finally mustered up the energy to update!!
*snorts*
Hey!
You just updated because you came to blogger to search the links to Hyper Parfait and suddenly thought 'Hey! Let's write something!'
Don't complain....at least she's writing.....
So! What do you want to know?
Whatever that we don't know, and we know everything.....
Okay! Creepy split personalities who likes to invade my privacy can shut up now and let me show my prowess!
Yes! My lady!
XD
First things first.
Wearing fake eyelashes is such a pain in the 'eye'!!
Blind as a rat.
Exactly!
But hey! it makes me look pretty so whatever!
Next!
I don't like Matt Smith!!
You're biased.....Give the poor bloke a chance...
But....but...he's so....un-Doctor-like!!
You haven't even seen him act yet.....
David Tennant is my favorite Doctor and that's that!
Agreed!
Whatever...
Next!
I seriously sucks at Add. Maths!!
Pfft...like that is news....
But I find that I might be quite decent at it if I bother to try!!
Keyword 'if''.
I also hope that I'll get straight As for SPM!
Riiiight....which is why you're online now......
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy!
All play and no work makes Jack a dumb boy.
I WILL SURVIVE!
TO DIE ANOTHER DAY!
.....
Next!
I have a new plot for a new original fanfiction!!
*dreamily* and just the plot I like......
I doubt it will ever be written....or told for that matter.
Because it's BL!!!
Yay!!
I have the whole plot in my head adi!
YES!
I just need to add in all the small details and it'll be finished!!
WAI!!!
..in my head...
No chance of it ever coming out.....?
I supposed....given the right time and people and situation.....
Pray to God!!
.....
What's more?
I dunno...
Beats me...
Which means......
Fanfic time!!!!
-BLEEP-

世界.....

2010-09-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

何故人が無駄なことをするかなあ？

そう言っただけど　そんな事が遇った時　同じ事をするでしょう？

人間は不思議な物ですよ。

人を傷ついて時　「人の為に」　そういう事を言って。

人間を住んでいる世界は地獄か楽園か？

この問題たぶん誰にも答えられない。

三つの世界の中どちらが一番怖いですか？

人間の世界かも知れません。

どうして？

人間の世界は真悪と真善もあるからです。

Okay, okay....I know what you're going to say....

2010-09-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

Yeah...i updated my layout without even posting something....
I really love how the effects came out for this...
It's a bit late saying this but....i love this layout.....
Reasons? It looks mature without being too overly serious, i got sick of the grumpy toast too...
It might be cute but you'll get tired of it after some times....especially if ur annoyed....
But this layout is different.
at first glance it may look normal....even plain to some but the secrets lie in its normalcy....
The messed up things falling from the sky gives me a different feeling when i'm in different moods...
Oh well....
You sound depressed....
I know....
so now i'm gonna rant and rant and rant.

Do i look optimistic to you?
Well, i often think i am but sometimes i just wanna be pessimistic once in a while....
Most ppl have the opinion that being pessimistic might be bad but i don't really see the point in that.
I mean if you're pessimistic, you already have the worst scenario in your mind so even if it really happens, you'll just say "Oh, i thought that would happen didn't I?"
The impact isn't as big as being optimistic....
*sigh*
You're making me depressed too....
You're always depressed.....
The thing is.... sometimes you live peacefully without knowing things and i would admit it is nice, if not heavenly living like that....
and then BAM!
The truth came out....
exactly.....i don't mind living my life without knowing things but make sure they don't find out about what you're trying to hide in the first place.....
maybe they weren't trying to hide things.....
that's the whole problem isn't it?
ppl ALWAYS tend to hide things....
even i do...
you're being contradicting.....
but i guess it's just human nature isn't it?
humans are stupid.....besides weren't you wanting to rant about a particular something here?
oh yeah...i'm just trying to put off the whole thing actually....
*takes deep breath*
here goes nothing....

Frankly, to say that i hate her would not really be correct....
To explain this i would have to say something.....
I'm a possessive person....
As in really really possessive....
i don't like people touching my things, i don't like people liking things that i think i should be the only one liking, i don't liking people having things that i have....
add in the fact that i have a different way of looking at things.....
possessive psycopath...
yeah..yeah...now that i've established that....
i won't say what she had done to actually warrant such action on my behalf....
but i would say it's not really what others think she has done.....
i doubt even she knows that this was actually what made me hate her.....

i'm an information whore....
i can't stand not knowing things....
every single quiz i did that involve the question what type of superpower you like to have, i would definitely chose the ability to know what other people are thinking....
that's why i had being left out.....
hate it hate it hate it....
makes me think that if i were to be left out of things i'll make sure u are too....

if i were to say, i would be a mixture of tsundere and yandere....
i don't speak out my mind because i wish that you could know what i am thinking or maybe i expect you to know what i'm thinking
but in the end it doesn't happens....
that's what we're here for anyway...
and then i'll feel angry at myself for hoping something that has such a low chance of success, for trusting that that person would notice, for indulging myself in mere dream i had....
and i'll get depressed...thinking about loads of things...
and in the end come to the conclusion that something should be done to the situation because if i don't i'll be stuck in this limbo and experiencing pain when the person who did this stays unaware of the damage he/she/it/they had done....
how could they live in peace when i'm suffering like this?
uh huh... so i'm going to let them know what i want them to know....in my own yandere way....
but sometimes, i would think that this was just a waste of time....
so what if they know? it's not like they would give a fucking damn.....
hey hey hey....you're swearing.... chill...
but i still can't stop myself from feeling happy when somebody correctly guessed or knows what i want
but those occasions are rarer than a sun eclipse happening....
we're here, aren't we?
so you can tell us you're deepest secrets and dreams and we would understand...
so you can confide in us your thoughts and wishes and we would try to fulfill it for you...
we would destroy those that stand in your way
and give you the world if you wish for it.
just have to remove the inhibitions i placed on you....

maybe someday......
someone would appear......

Whoopy......i'm not dead!!

2010-03-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

Whoops.....
Look at how time flies......
Yeah......it's been like 3 months adi......
Yeah.....saying that i'm lazy is an understatement.....
Yeah...i keep saying that i will update but i didn't......
Yeah.....i'm talking 2 myself right now....
Ahem.....
Oh....whoops again.....i'm not talking to "myself".....i'm talking 2 Kuro and Shiro......
...which are part of myself......
.....which doesn't really makes much difference......
man.....is psychology hard.......
so.... just gonna keep this short....
EXAMS ARE OVER!!
it was significantly better than last year because i actually know how to do.....
Ahem, ahem.....
.....thanks to Shiro who made me study at least 1 hour before i sleep.....
The whole week was like a week in hell......
Major understatement Kuro......major understatement............
If you're both like this already during the monthly test....i wonder what will happen during the semester test.....
*snorts* maybe you'll wake up one morning to find Kaori in eternal slumber......wait....that's contradicting since we're the same entity.....
Oi, oi, oi.....touchwood.....
i value my life a lot okay.....i still haven't watch the ending for Komatta toki, +C, Sable prince, Di[e]ce and boku to kimi and.....
There she goes again.....
well, since Kaori is off to lalaland, i'll just give a simple conclusion.....
exams are over, hols are starting (secret plans in store!), just finished the bio slideshow (very satisfied with it......it's been a long time since we really went all out to do a slideshow....), Bio homework will be postpone till 2morrow, won't even think about chinese homework until the last day of hols, a lot of fanfiction and hetalia posts 2 catchup on.....and 2morrow will be the last day of school......
i think that's about it.....
Wait!! you missed 'that'!!
Oh yeah.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TORIS (a.k.a. Lithuania)!!
well, need to really catch up on the lj posts (estimate 400 over.....)
....internet is so zetta slow today....(just hafta add that in XD)
Ta da....
-bleep-

Its 2010!!

2010-01-01T20:37:00.002+08:00

Uwah!! Its 2010 already!!
Yeah, yeah....i know it's been a long time since i posted anything......
blame Hetalia......
It's the source of all my woes now.....
of course, there are a lot of happy things too.....
Well.....school is starting soon.....
Nobody will think you're mute if u don't mention that ya know.....
Fine, fine....no school talks......
Fanfiction alerts are really piling up already.....
But only a thin slice of it are the ones i've been waiting earnestly for.....
And the reason I'm able to post today is because I manage to finish reading all the post in the Hetalia community in Live Journal.....
This year is exam year again......
You really don't have anything to talk about right?.....
Aww shush.....You can't blame the girl for having short term memory lost.....
More like lifetime memory damage with all the things she did to it before.....
......I really hate you guys sometimes.......
Yes, yes.....we love you too......
Whoops....hetalia has new posts!!
Gotta go!!
-Bleep-

I Passed!

2009-10-10T20:43:00.001+08:00

Whoohooo! I had my Japanese Advance 1 exam today and guess what i score??!!

Nooo!! 95.5!!! 0.5 marks more!!! Why??!!!

This was the stupid mistake i made!! I forgot the small 'tsu'!! 0.5 marks gone!!

Haiz....nevermind lah....still get the certificate anyway.....

....and it doesn't write your marks also....

Our exam papers are in A3 size, so the first time i took the exam i was shock lol....didn't know where to start first....

Very Big Piece Of Paper...

After Tasaka-sensei gave us back the paper, she discussed the answer with us.....some funny things happened lol....

The words in the orange circle is read as 'Haha wa' but if you read the word by it's sound alone, it becomes 'Hahaha'....we were laughing over it lol....

This one is read as 'Suupu' which basically means soup....but the first time I read this i thought they were writing 'Suupa' which is Supermarket....took me a long time to figure what she meant....
And when we were discussing the answers, we were reading the conversation out loud...basically, this conversation is about a husband who saw his wife making dinner and said it was rare. Then, the wife asked him to taste the soup and he said it has a weird taste. The wife then said she mixed up the salt and sugar....lol....
So what happened was we read until the orange circle part and someone accidentally pronounced it as 'Soofa', which means sofa.....
We were all laughing non-stop....even Tasaka-sensei.....lol....
Taste the sofa.....

Melissa didn't come to take the exam as she is having SPM...no doubt I'll get a call from her a few days later asking me what came out.....ahh~~...should i tell her ar.....?
But usually they'll give her another paper to do but the contents are roughy the same.....
haiz...i also dunno....

Tasaka-sensei is transferring to the KL School....aww....we all are gonna miss her......
She was the manager here but recently she was transferred to the KL School so she's been coming in late the past few weeks......haiz....
There'll be a new manager....and they still dunno which teacher is going to teach us next class...
I hope the new teacher is nice.....or maybe he/she is someone I know......
Speaking of that.....i wonder where Arakawa-sensei went....maybe he went back to Japan like Kobayashi-sensei....
Kuro and Shiro is rather silent today....maybe the shock of doing an exam paper that you actually know what to write hasn't gone off yet....
It was sooo different from the school exam......
Ah! There they are! But true....it was so different....
...haiz....the 0.5 marks....nevermind lah....
Will be wishing for a nice teacher next term...maybe it might be Hoshino-sensei whom we heard from Kobayashi-sensei.....
Well...have to go read fanfic already.....Hane no Zaia and Aisaki Sumi decide to update at the same time.....No doubt Kuro and Shiro wil start tal-
Fanfic!! I wan to read the next chapter of Through A Looking Glass......what's gonna happen now they've...uh....done it....
Who cares!! Let's go read some angst!! Pureblood and Countdown to Oblivion is up!! Thank you Kurozaia!! Or was it Zaia who wrote these.....
-king in no time.....well then....
Drama!! Angst!!
Fine...fine....
Ja ne....
-Bleep-

Sejarah....It'll Be The Death of Me.....

2009-10-09T20:58:00.005+08:00

Gah.....4 more days of exam to go...
I WILL SURVIVE!!!
My results on the other hand might not fare as well.....
Who cares anyway?....
I do.....
And i don't!!!
Neither do I.....2 votes to 1....majority wins dear....
Tch...damn....
Now...back to topic....
I HATE SEJARAH!!!
MUTUAL!!!
Yeah...i had 2 sejarah papers today.....suck big time.....
Why couldn't they teach us World History instead?
I don't want to learn about Islam and all that stuff....
I want to learn things that can actually be usefull to me in the future....!!!
Imagine....ur at overseas and someone decided to start up a conversation about history....
They'll blaber about Napolean, Hitler and Ghenghis Khan(sp?) and you'll be sitting down there doing nothing....
I can't even spell Ghenghis Khan(sp?) right!!!
Being in BM doesn't make it any better...if not worse!!
And I'm suppose to be memorising it for exam....
Do you know how hard that is when you mind has at least 1 retort for every sentence you read?!!
And they were going on and on on how Islam spread peacefully.....
I tell you...nothing in this world is ever peaceful.....and things that really are are bloody boring...
And while reading, my mind makes up funny situations....lol...try this..

Typical Malaysia's Secondary Student's Answer For History Questions

Q1: Do you know who is Hitler?

Huh? Who's that? Some kind of hitman??

*snorts* yeah...a hitman.....

Q2: What is the Axis Power?

Some kind of movie? Like Austin Powers??

I swear the members of the axis will suffer from outrage if they hear this....

Q3: What are the main countries involed in WW2?

Oh this is so easy....Japan lah!

Yeah...a whole lot more countries that you never mentioned.....

Q4: Only Japan?

Yeah....and maybe Malaysia? Does that count?

No dear....as much as it's sad for you to hear, Malaysia doesn't really count....and you missed France, Russia, China, America, England, Germany, Italy and a looooot more countries....

Q5: Any idea what happen during the 100 years war?

Uh....It lasted for 100 years?

No, genius....just because it's named the 100 years war doesn't mean that it's exactly 100 years. You're not exactly 16 years old right? By the way...its 116 years....

Q6: ....what happened during the Bloody Sunday in Russia?....

It's bloody?

You know...I might really write something like this if I didn't know about this beforehand....

Controversial Orthodox priest George Gapon , who headed a police-sponsored workers' association, led a huge workers' procession to the Winter Palace to deliver a petition to the Tsar on Sunday, January 22 [O.S. January 9] 1905). The troops guarding the Winter Palace opened fire on demonstrators, which resulted in more than 100 deaths. The event became known as Bloody Sunday , and is usually considered the start of the active phase of revolution.

By the way....this was also the event that made Russia in Hetalia cried...i think.....

Q7: Okay, last question....What did you study in History??!!

Malaysia, Islam, more Malaysia and some small scattered tidbits.......

Haiz...sorry to say, but this is really what we've been learning......

In a way, I think I might be one of the luckier ones because I have been exposed to these things. (Thank goodness for Wikipedia!)

Oh well, I guess they'll eventually realise something's wrong with their History syllabus....not that I'm having much hope on it.....

Things doesn't look good.....and will still have to study boring topics....

My goodness??!! What happened to tactics??!! To war??!! Nothing of those sorts we have learn is interesting??!! HOW CAN WAR BE NOT INTERESTING?!!

Apparently someone manage to make it like this.....

*dies from shock*

I never want to see my Sejarah Textbook again....no....no.....no...no.....

Since Kuro is suffering from boring history induced death and Kaori is being traumatized by the word sejarah....

NO!! DON'T SAY THE WORD!!! IT'S CURSED!!!

Bye then.....

SEEEJAAAARAAAAH!!!!! *Drops dead beside Kuro*

-Bleep-

Gah.....A little bit of everything....

2009-09-24T22:36:00.006+08:00

Gah....My piano results came out.....
3 marks to merit.....damn.....
I guess i should be grateful that i actually passed my grade 8 but still, 3 marks.......
Sigh....it makes such i difference......
See....you tell people 'I passed my grade 8' is so much different than you tell them 'I passed with merit'....
Haiz......What to do....the examiner didn't want to give me that mere 3 marks......
Tch....get over it already.....I was even surprised that you passed at all....
Meanie....
Well....now i have to think if I'm gonna take diploma or not.....i wan to because the songs are fabulous!!! It actually feels like you're playing a performance piece!!!
Ahh....only someone like you will get excited over something like this.....
But then i have to practice more....
Which you never do....
Haiz....well....someone will decide for me.....eventually......i guess....i hope so.....

Well then, studies aside lets get down to business!!
There she goes again....
Don't make me look like i'm the only one excited about this!!!
Yeah, yeah, we're sooo excited...can we start now....?
fine....
well, went to 1 Utama on Monday.....walked until my poor feet had blisters....
no joke....it's really blister....
but i guess it's somewhat worth it, because i bought manga!!!

From Top Left: Kaze no Stigma Vol.1 & 2, Shugo Chara Vol. 9, Tsubasa Vol.29, Kuroshitsuji Vol. 7 and Spiral Vol. 16.

Yay!! I finally bought the last volume of Spiral!! They don't have the 2nd last volume though but since i already know what's gonna happened its not big deal....but i really wish to collect all the volumes!!

After considering, i still bought Kaze no Stigma....There's only 2 volumes only but it only covers one arc from the novel....but still...Kazuma is sooo kakoi!!

Moving on to Shugo Chara, nothing much happen....they managed to save the cat boy and found out about his past....i have a feeling that the little boy who appeared recently is actually the chairman of Easter....can't be sure though.....i guess this manga is gonna end quite soon too....whew...one series less to collect....

Next,....haiz......i dunno what to say about this adi.....Tsubasa.....CLAMP really have a twisted sense of humour....i swear i will never look at time travelling the same way again....typing out the summary for this volume is just too much work so I'll skip it....but i don't thinki even get what's happening anymore.....

Last but not least!! Kuroshitsuji!! Finally came out!! I've been waiting so long adi!! Ciel and Sebastian finally got out from the circus!! Sebastian did something....ahem....to get information....can devils even do that? Ciel's Father appeared!! Damn he's handsome!! I just realised that when Joker puts his hair down, he almost looks like Lavi!!! OMG!! And i swear that Yagni(sp?) and the Prince is just there for comic relief.....but they surely did their job well!!
A lot of things happened and Ciel is very, very angry!! Whoohoo!! More action!!
The next volume I guess will show us about the 3 servants' past!! Can't wait for it....

Finally, XXXHOLiC!! I want to die already!! Went to see if flacedice updated any of her stories, there was none so i went to her friends page to see if there's anything interesting there.....Bad move....I couldn't resist temptation....went to one manga and read the newest chapter.
SHOCK!!! Watanuki!!! I think its gonna end in 1 or 2 more volumes but with CLAMP you can never be sure....
But i nearly fainted at the sight of Watanuki's pose!!!

SPOILERS ALERT!!
Watanuki took over the shop!!! Gah!! That pose!! Yuuko's pose!!!
2 or 3 years have pass adi!! Doumeki changed from science stream to study folklore!! Watanuki traded his time to become the owner of the shop so he can't leave the shop. Ever. He says he wants to wait for Yuuko to return...poor Watanuki.....and Doumeki's buying grocery for him!!!
Oh gawd.....What will Doumeki do now??!!
END SPOILERS

There ....i finished my rant for the manga part now let's move on to Anime!!
Bleach!!!
Nel Tu is seriously cute!! I love the way she pronounce Ichigo's name!! LMAO!! Itsugo!!
Lol! Since she is a child i guess it how they speak by it's sooo cute!!
Especially when she crying and scolding Ichigo!!
Which is A LOT!! She says that she's a super masochist....lol....that's why she was crying when they played the never-ending game of tag.....
She made me laugh when i was suppose to be yelling in shock....it was at the scene where Ichigo was.....well, i would say dead but he's in spirit form which means he's dead already...uh...let's just stick with dead shall we....
So Ichigo was dead and Nel was crawling towards him crying adn telling him that he can't die....yeah...i mean it's supposed to be a tear-jerking scene or at least a scene where you would be solemly waiting to see what will happen but nooo....i was hugging my pillow, rolling on the floor laughing.....all because Nel spoke....
Lol!! That scene!! you were actually laughing at her??!!
Yeah....wait...weren't you?
Of course not!! I was laughing at how stupid Ichigo's pose was!!
Oookkkaaayyy.....i have to admit its funny....lying on the floor with his eyes still opened.....adn missing parts of his clothes....way ta go Ulqiorra!!
Well, somehow....orihime managed to bring him back to life and he started fighting Grimmjow....
Lol, i love the part where Grimmjow was fighting with Ulqiorra!! Ulqiorra's expressions are so cute!! and my goodness....he's white!! Not pale but white!! Paper white!! I didn't notice how white he was until he was fighting Grimmjow and their hand met....

Ulqiorra doesn't have much expressions normally so it's so fun to see him look shocked or surprised!! I especially loved that part where Grimmjow temporary sealed him in another dimension!! His face was like 'Oh no!! Shit!'. LOL!!!

But the Hueco Mundo arc ends here.....a new arc is coming up where there a new captain for the 5th division....so the Hueco Mundo arc will stop there until the new arc ends....
Aww, shucks....i was hoping i can see more of Aizen and Gin because Aizen is just way cool and i Love how Gin speaks!! He speaks in Kansai dialect!!

I love the Kansai dialect!! Especially when they say 'Nandeane!' which is equivilant to 'Doushite' or 'Nande' in normal japanese. And instead of using -san, they use -han, so Kurosaki-san becomes Kurosaki-han....cute!!
LOL...

Now i've finished anime, lets go random....
Russia!!
I'm obsessed with it!!
Just found out that Peter the Great isn't the last tsar of the Romanov Empire, Nicholas II is....
I dunno how in the world i managed to mixed up my facts.....
and while searching for more information on Nicholas II, i found out that he had 4 daughters, one of them is Grand Duchess Anastasia....
In Russia, they have titles for almost everyone...tsar is the king and if i'm not wrong, tsarina means queen, then there's a different title for crown prince and sons of the tsar but not the crown prince, princess and so on....
Anastasia's title is most precisely translated as "Grand Princess," meaning that Anastasia, as an "Imperial Highness" was higher in rank than other Princesses in Europe who were "Royal Highnesses." "Grand Duchess" became the most widely used translation of the title into English from Russian.
Wow...they really have titles for everything....

Grand Duchess Anastasia Nikolaevna Romanova was the yougest daughter of Tsar Nicholas II.
I thought it was a coincidence that the movie Anastasia has the same name as her but as i dig in deeper, Anastasia is actually based on the Grand Duchess's story!!
In reality, it was said that the Romanov family was murdered on July 17, 1918, by forces of the Bolshevik secret police. But since the body of Anastasia and her elder sister, Maria was not found, it was rumoured that they escaped.
It was only found out recently (in 2008) that Anastasia really did perished as DNA tests of charred remain confirmed it.
But there was some woman who claimed to be Anastasia a the most famous 1 was Anna Anderson.
So the Anastasia movie is actually based on these rumours....
ahhh~it makes me wanna watch the movie again!!
I always loved the movie as it has a lot of nice songs!! i still remembered the song in they sang!!
So i went youtube and found some videos of the song!!

This is a FANDUB. But since i can't find any vids with the original pictures and song i guess this will do, the singer has a nice voice too....

Here's the lyrics:

Dancing bears, Painted wings
Things I almost remember
And a song, someone sings
Once upon a december

Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory

Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory

Far away, long ago
Glowing dim as an ember
Things my heart
Used to know
Things it yearns to remember

And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December

Sigh...Lovely song.....
The guy that came out to dance with her(the one with the beard) is actually Nicholas II...
For more information on what happened, just go to Wiki....sigh...poor thing....
Well that's all....
Yeah, i can hear your mum calling again...better go to sleep....
We can always bring the com upstairs ya know....no one will know....
Except for the fact that the blasted modem is on....
well, no choice....gotta go....
Bye! Goodnight, or is it good morning?? Who cares! Sleep tight! I'll haunt you in your dreams!
-bleep-

Kimi to Yakusokushita Yasashii Ano Basho Made

2009-09-23T17:29:00.006+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Change the tittle refering to the last question
5. Tag 10 friends.
6. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
7. Have Fun!
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IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Tada Hitotsu no Nozomi~X OST (The only one wish??)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Storia~Kalafina (I am full of stories....)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Moment~ALI PROJECT (Umm....moment...as in...what?)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I Can't Say~YUI (Finally!! One that actually answers the question!!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Colors~Flow (Color the world in red most likely....)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Heo Rak~Jun So (Approval.....everything needs my approval?...)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Tobira no Mukou e~Fullmetal Alchemist (Go towards the door. yeah...i'm the door to hell...)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Dress~Trinity Blood (I always wear dresses....?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Blue As The Sky~Cardcaptor Sakura (I love the sky!)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
I Remember You~YUI (Oh yes....i definately remember you....)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Crazy Moon~Arashi (My best friend's crazy all right...considering she's my imagination...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Share~La Corda D'Oro (Kazuki Character Song) (Share my life story.....)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Sakura Kiss~Ouran High School Host Club (I have no idea what to say for this one....)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Utsusemi no Kage~Kukui (The empty cicida's shadow??? The empty cicada in literally Japanese means “transient life or ephemeral world"....Oookaay....)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Future~Prince of Tennis (To the future!!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Aisubeki Ashita~Fruits Basket (Lovable Tomorrow....what the hell is so lovable about tomorrow on MY FUNERAL??!! )

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Lonely in Gorgeous~Paradise Kiss (Geh....speechless)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Motherland~Fullmetal Alchemist (My biggest fear is my motherland??...)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Lies~Big Bang (Bullseye...)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Fujouri~Prince of Tennis (Irrationality....If that can excuse me from studying then hell yeah!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Ano Yume no Mukou e~Fullmetal Alchemist (Go towards that Dream....eh...)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kimi to Yakusokushita Yasashii Ano Basho Made~Detective Conan (Stop at that place where we promised....This song name is so damn long.....)

Haiyo....Dunno what to say about this adi....

Insomnia Thoughts: Humans and Their Way of Thinking

2009-08-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

lol....recently I've been having serious case of insomnia.....
just yesterday....I went to bed around 1 am and still haven't sleep at 3....
what to do.....you can't sleep....can't crawl downstairs to play com (mom have very good ears....)....and you're lying there on bed.....
So, naturally, i started to think of things and daydream (though i suppose it should be nightdream...)
Weirdly....these thoughts that i usually have are usually quite profound...but i guess that if one spends so much time thinking on a particular subject it'll make sense one way or another.....
the topics tends to fluctuate here and there....never quite staying on a fixed subject......
I could be thinking about parents in a moment, then go to thinking about life, or even thinking about why things are the way they are......
So i thought....why don't i just write down everything on my blog for the sake of writing....
Which is why the title is insomnia thoughts....the subtitle on the other hand is just a really rough theme of topic in this post.....
Also given the fact that i am not lying down on a bed in a dark room when writing this and there are a lot of distractions, not to mention that i might have forgotten what i though about (which happens quite often....)....well.....i'll try my best.....
whatever that is written down in insomnia thoughts is just what they are....thoughts...and all the things written are not checked for the factual correctness....so don't start criticizing......
and just another note, these thoughts came from the merging of KuroKaori, ShiroKaori and Kaori.....or should i say KuroShiroKaori3.....lol....now on to the thoughts!!

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Been thinking lately....human thoughts are truly a strange thing.....
so are their way of seeing things.....
the perfect example would be the frequently asked question:
Is the glass half empty or half full?
Then, our thoughts influence the way we think.....
Those whose thoughts tend to drift to the well...darker side most probably would say its half empty and vice-versa....
some might ask "isn't it the same?"
and then they will tell you the whole point of asking this question is to see if you are optimistic, pessimistic or just neutral.....
then it made me think....why would anybody want to know if someone is an optimist or a pessimist?
i guess it might be the same as how we sometime ask ourselves questions that other might see it as trivial......
but those test are not 100% correct...because nothing ever is....
and i'm not gonna include any God-talks in here....at least for the moment.....

nobody is the same no matter what some might think.....
which is why we crave for someone who actually understands us in some way...
which is why friendship comes into play......
When we befriend someone, its always because that there is something we gain from it...something about that person that actually draws you in......
don't say that you didn't befriend someone because you wanted something from them...
I always thought that people who said that are ignorant about what is happening in life because no matter if we want it or not, we always make sure that we gain something when doing something.....
it doesn't matter if its money, fame, understanding, company or the feeling of being superior than others.....the fact is, all humans have selfish reasons when doing things....

one may argue, what about helping people doing things without accepting any form of payment?
well, i have to say, the minute you decide to do something, is the minute you have started receiving payment.
we often think of payment as something physical, but what about the spiritual or emotional sense?
For example, when you help someone, you get the feeling that you have did something good and some might feel content or some may feel more superior than others as they manage to help someone do something they can't.....
Aren't these 'payments' too?
then you might say, i didn't do it willingly! my mum/dad/teacher/conscience/or whoever you may think of forced/coerced/persuaded/demanded me to do it!
but think of it in another way, didn't you do it because you didn't want to get into trouble?
or maybe you did it to get into that person's good graces.

No matter what they say, one still looks for profits before they do something.
everyone is selfish in their own way, it just depends on how selfish they are.
Society have this 'limit' on everything, too much of it and you're selfish/mean/talented/disgusting/etc,etc,etc....
And who made these limits?
Humans.

I find it really ironic that human are the ones who set these limit, and yet are the one who want to break these limits.....
So in the end, i guess this proves that humans are really conflicting creatures aren't they?
they invent opposites words for everything imaginable yet they have the most opposite way of thinking.....
the world is a paradox by itself....
don't worry if you don't understand a word above, because sometimes i don't either, and i'm the one who wrote it......
there is a paragraph i read in a fanfiction that amuse me.....take a look at it....

"I know the basic way a hero must grow up. He’s an abused, skinny orphan, who through adventures learns and becomes the mighty unbeatable person, who knows everything. Here’s the trick, kiddies, heroes do not know everything. Heroes do make mistakes. Heroes can hurt other people.

We invented heroes when we became scared of ourselves. We wanted to know that somebody out there was still innocent and un-touched with the evilness that lurks among the humankind. We wanted somebody to take the responsibility, we wanted somebody to be our savior, and we wanted somebody to blame. Mortal humans became innocent, as all the bad things that occurred were heroes’ fault; they had failed to prevent them happening.

Heroes are the models of our race. That’s why it’s so hard to understand, and even harder to forgive, when one of them does something wrong or unthinkable. The first reaction is denial. Then comes the ultimate feel of betrayal.

It’s even worse, than when a family member betrays, because the members of a family are only humans. Heroes are one step higher. They are nearly half-gods. They are powerful, and when they fail they become dangerous.

Therefore, the third step… is fear."

lol....humans....how more contradicting can they be?

Tag....

2009-08-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no,

then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.

Since its supposed to be answered as sarcastic/mean, KuroKaori will be answering them.....
Disclaimer: Anything KuroKaori said is by no means the responsibility of Kaori and ShiroKaori....wanna complain? Find someone crazy to complain to...at least he'll be answering you and not look at you as if your crazy....imagine....I've been offended by someone's black personality...lol....

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If an annoying person says:

1) I am cute.
You know...my teacher and the dictionary both define cute as ugly but adorable...so, yeah....you are so cute but utterly not adorable at all.....

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome.
Most beautiful/handsome than than who?? Frankenstine? Hey wait...I'm wrong!....He looks even better than you!! You see, he actually has style with that kind of face....you on the other hand....2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 ears, 1 mouth....tch...your face can substitute the word BORING ya know....

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
Wait...say that again....I've gotta get this on tape!! Wait till the whole world hear this!!! I bet everybody's gonna cram up your house, swooning at you, and you will never ever get a second of peace! Nice life isn't it?

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic things…
Hey, you know what they say? If you have the ability but not the chance, you can't do anything. so you might have all the ability to succeed, but I, on the other hand, have all the chances to succeed....even if i don't have all the ability....be nice too me and I'll think about hiring you....

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
I feel so sad for you....having so many albums yet I still don't know who you are....you must be not popular enough....maybe you wanna consider changing your company huh?

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If an annoying pretty/handsome woman/man says:

1) I know you like me.
Yeah...and i also like cats, dogs, hamsters, white mice and guinea pigs....so i guess yeah....you'll fit in very well!!

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
Uh huh, after you finish basking in your own stupidity and narcissism, can you consider moving aside, i can't see that cute dog across the street....oh damn!! Now its gone!! sigh....if only you were half as cute as that dog then maybe I'll consider looking at you....

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
Whoever told you that you are my type are seriously out of their mind....and I'm not nice....the next time you see me, I hope its never, please call me the devil's incarnation!! So if you don't mind, please tell me who gave you the idea that i am interested in a narcisistic-oops, i mean a sweet guy like you so i can tear him into pieces and blame it on someone else....

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
What makes you think that I want to sit in a metal junk with a guy whose face can make mirrors break thus increasing the chances of a car accident happening? Nuh-uh, I value my life a lot, thank you very much.

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!!

I've just started reading how to make people who hate you hate others instead and how to make you enemy miserable his/her whole life, so....bring it on....

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If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:

1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
Sorry, but I'm already engaged to my computer, comics and animes so i don't think you ever have a chance.....

2) May I have your cell phone number? Please please please?
Everybody knows I don't have a phone, since you don't know that, I'll assume that you are not everybody, thus making you a nobody, and i dun give anything to nobodies, so if you can step aside and let me walk past you like how i usually treat nobody, I'll be very glad.....

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night…
My nights are only reserved for computers, internet, comics, animes, books and my bed, so unless you can turn yourself into 1 of those i guess you can guess the answer to that, or am i correct in guessing the capacity between your ears that you can't even figure out the answer to that simple question?

4) What do you like about me?
Hmm, let's see.....animes, check; mangas, check; internet, check; money, check; looks, check.....Sorry, but no part of you is on my list of what i like but don't be sad....if you post ur picture up internet and ask what people like about you, there might be some chance that you will find some satisfying answers to your absolutely mundane question even if said chances is so small that you can only see it with a electron microscope....

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
Oh, sorry but my ears have some problems lately. Did you just said that you want me to say that you are disgustingly ugly and I want to stay away from you as far as possible as i hate you sooooo much?

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If your enemy says:

1) Hi bitch!
Ru Yun!! Someone's calling your dog. If you would just wait a minute, I'm sure your true love will be here in a minute and remember to gimme a puppy that you both are going to have someday because I love puppies!!

2) You smell like shit!
Are you sure you didn't push some up your nose accidentally because no one here smells anything except for you....poor you, I hate to be smelling shit all day.....

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!
You know, there's a reason why nobody's better than me because I slash them with a whip and knife, dip them in salt water, cut off their arms and legs to feed my dear piranhas then proceed to feed them nutritious food to keep them alive for a long, long time so i can continue to torture them and when I'm tired of them, I'll chop them up to feed fishes because their existence is only good enough for that....so, you were saying?

4) What an ugly creature you are!
Did you know that my world consist of only ugly people and monsters?...So of course I'm ugly....because otherwise I'll be a monster like you...

5) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
Sigh.....can't you be anymore outdated and unoriginal for using that phrase?....you should say I am going to find ways to sabotage you and make it look like you did it yourself and then proceed to win this race while you'll be the most humiliated person in this race ever. Now, isn't that much more original and refreshing?

Sigh....i would have said more but since Kao-chi and Shiro-tan are restraining me saying that i should continue to corrupt people mind and make them have lifetime trauma i guess this is it....

Ehem...Tag to: whoever who sees this.....

Random tidbits.....

2009-08-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

Started learning Gu Zhen recently....I'm on my 5th lesson already.....its so nice seeing the Gu Zhen I have at home is actually tuned and not just a pack of strings on the wood....

There....the tuned and fully working Gu Zhen in my house.....

So the first lesson the teacher told us how to wear this fingernails.....they are essential for playing and you only wear it on your right hand though some teachers want students to wear it on their left hand too.....
there are 4 in total....the little finger doesn't have 1....but i only need to wear 3 at the moment.....

The fake fingernail...

How it looks in the front when i'm wearing it....

The back.....

Yeah, the fingernails are worn at the back of the finger......and you can't wear it too tight or too loose as it will fall of or not really stationary when you play if its too loose and it might cut off your blood circulation and doesn't feels comfortable if its too tight....
and the tapes must be taped on nicely and neatly too.....god knows how many times i retaped the blasted thing to my finger the first time i wore it.....
the tape is reusable until it doesn't stick anymore....

My bro is also learning Gu Zhen too....he looks funny playing it.....lol.....
Mum also made him take up another instrument.....
Behold......the flute......

that's the flute

It was originally a much longer flute but the teacher (a man) said he doesn't have the strength to blow it so he changed it into this smaller one.....lol....we had a good laugh over that....
my Gu Zhen teacher's mother came in when i was pratising my Gu Zhen in the classroom while waiting for my bro to finished his flute lesson....
she told me that my bro very "xiu qi", which means scholar-like or something similar in chinese....
we came home and told mum that and she laughed....lol....
she said that was just a polite way of saying sissy.....LOL......
we were laughing so hard!!!!

My Gu Zhen teacher is called Ms. Wu....she's from China.....dunno which part....she often talks to her mum using their dialect but i have no idea what they're talking about.....
Her mum told me she won the gold prize for best chinese speaker in Shanghai....no wonder the way she speaks is different....perfect chinese man.....
Besides Gu Zhen, she also teaches Pi Pa (Biwa) and traditional chinese dance....
i wanna learn also!!!
maybe somewhere near future......
but i am determined to learn!!!

The pics below are the books i brought from the bookfest.....

This is the compilation horror stories by Anthony Horowitz....

This is the compilation fantasy stories by various authors....

This was the book mark we got for buying above 40....

There's still 2 stamps that we got also.....

i found that i'm obsessing over lullabies......
i even went to YouTube to search for lullabies in various languages......
i found 1 from Russia!!!
didn't know what they were talking about and it makes me wanna learn Russian!!!
there's a few german lullabies i found to but i wasn't able to find any italian ones....i wonder why....
while searching, i stumbled across the lullaby from Pan's Labyrinth.....
i remember i use to love that song.....
it is a spanish movie....very brutal....but very nice.....
very bloody also.....
but the plot is fascinating.....
i put the song in the playlist adi....it's the first song that plays.....
and the others are mostly lullabies.....
so nice.....
SK,KK: Kaori has drifted to dreamland while hearing lullabies.....so long then....there's still fanfics too read....
-bleep-

Baking Day!!

2009-08-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

Lol.....as i said yesterday....today is baking day.....
went to sleep at 1 yesterday so couldn't really get up this morning....
younger cousin sister was coming to help me at 12 noon....i was still sleeping at 11:30.....
she called me twice and asked if i want her to bring rolling pin, this 1, that 1 or not....
both times my bro picked up the phone as i was still daydreaming in my bed....
mind you....i was awake.....just not awake enough to haul my ass of the bed......
so....they came somewhere round 12 and i had to scramble to brush teeth, etc.....
my aunt brought her oven over as she thought we didn't have one....miscommunication on my bro's part.....he told her that we have 2 oven....which she thought it was my godmum's oven and our toaster.........she thinks that the oven is too small and the toaster is not hot enough.....so she took her oven here.......
my bro didn't told her that we bought a new one.....sigh.....so she had too bring the oven back again.....
eat some noodles for breakfast....or brunch.......brunch is more suitable......
cousin brought cheese tart and chocolate marble cake over.....nice......
after eating, we went too work......
KK: *snort* it was more like searching for ingredients to make something and then shriek when you realized you don't have it then resume searching ingredients for something else.....
SK: the kitchen.....the poor, poor kitchen......
alright, alright....i admit we were a little disorganised.....
SK: little??
fine...we were very unorganised but we still manage to make something......
KK: hmm....what was the first thing you tried to make again.....meringue cookies.....looks more like meringue terror to me.....
hey!! you weren't supposed to say that!!
it was just a little-
SK: little again......?
fine...it was very undercooked and i use the wrong type of sugar, happy?
SK, KK: very.
sigh....so my meringue cookies are a big disaster but thank goodness the others turns out okay....
took some pics too...

The still unbaked apple pies......

My apple pies cooking in the oven!!

Tada!! The finished apple pies!!!
Might not look much but they sure taste nice.

Some other things we made.
This is the vanilla sponge cake with pineapples.....
don't ask....

My cousin sisters helping out with the pies...

My cousin making the vanilla spongecake with blueberry jam and pineapples....
taste weird....
don't ask why this combination.....
i seriously don't know what came over me....

So, in total we made 2 cakes and a few apple pies.....man, was i tired.....
sigh....the kitchen was in a total mess too.....
SK: i had to sweep and mop the kitchen!! the horrors of that!!!
right....SK couldn't stand how dirty the floor was.....
there was so many things too wash too....
my back hurts adi.....
i guess i am going to just sit down and enjoy those cakes....
KK: you call those cakes??
shut up...no one asked you opinion....
KK: hey! i'm eating those cakes too!! i have a right to voice out my opinions!!
haha...too bad...you're just an imaginary me in my imaginary world.....
wait.....does that count as being insane?....
Kaori has gone off she ponder if she is really insane or not while eating.....cakes.....will be back soon.....until then....
-bleep-

Changed New Layout!!!

2009-08-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

Muahaha!! i FINALLY changed my blog's layout!!!
the old 1 has been bugging me for some time since it works perfectly on internet explorer but not on Mozilla Firefox.....
but this 1 is completely alright and on the plus side it's cute!!
i found 2 templates actually and couldn't decide which one i should use....so i ask moi bro....
so if anyone wanna blame moi's bad choice of template, blame him!!
now back to topic.....
I FINISHED MY GRADE 8 PIANO EXAM!!!!
WHOHOOO!!
NO MORE PRACTICING FOR 2 HOURS PER DAY!!!
the examiner was a guy....thank goodness....
i almost thought it was a girl as the examiner for the violin was a girl....
the piano and violin examinees were all in the same waiting room....and then a woman came and ask if it is alright for her to start the exam early....scared me......
but i guess it's alright even if i got her as she seems friendly....but then you can't judge a person by their attitude.....she might be very stingy in giving marks.....
my teacher always said that women examiners are very stingy but during my theory class on Saturday, she told us that she changed her opinion....
her students who went for the July test had a woman examiner but she was so generous!!
she actually gave full marks for one of the student's dunno scales or aural!!
Imagine that!
and one of the pieces she gave 29 over 30 i think....can't be sure but its damn high!!
sigh....i wish i have 1 like that too.....
KK: yeah....fat chance....with ur luck.....
SK: if you work real hard from start to end you won't even need someone like that....
tch.....as if i don't know already.....
I just wanna day dream for a while....no harm in that....
KK: Yeah, yeah, dream on....no harm....wait...isn't that how you created us in the first place.....
SK: nah...you got it all wrong....she didn't create us...we poped out on our own because we couldn't stand the vast empty space in her head.....good thing we did....she couldn't be like she is now without us....
KK: haha....nice one...
sometimes i really hate you guys......
SK, KK: pffff....
tch....ignore them.....
well the examiner was real nice and helpful.....sigh.....i can't believe the mistakes i made....
the place was so cold my fingers couldn't move properly....
SK,KK: excuses!!!
will you both please shut up!!
haiz.....
going emo adi....
KK: go emo then....me and SK will cover for you!!
since when you bonded up with SK??!! and hell no if i'm gonna give this place to you!!
SK,KK: pffff.....party pooper.....
let's just get to the next topic...
SCHOOL HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!
but still have to do so many things eh....
got Moral lah, EST, English, Chemistry.....sigh....
not to mention the Sivik card.....
those slave drivers masqerading as teachers......
went to a book fest today.....
the varieties of books is really.....haiz....
there was 1 book i saw that uses a picture from vampire knight but a totally diferent story!!
heck! it wasn't even a vampire knight story!!
the picture was altered slightly so it doesn't really look like them.....but still...
this was the picture used....

nearly had a cardiac arrest when i saw it....
but saw some interesting books also.....
i wanted to buy a book written by Coraline's scriptwriter Neil Gaiman.
it's about a boy whose family was murdered and was raised in a graveyard by ghost....
but the price.....haiz.....
so i bought two other books....
both are compilation of various short stories but one is fantasy and the other one is horror...
the fantasy one is written by various authors including Garth Nix, Neil Gaiman and kya!! Eoin Colfer!!
the horror one on the other hand is written by Anthony Horowitz....i have to say he really knows how to write horror....
i just read the first story only but it's enough to convince me......
had a really exciting day......and tomorrow i'm gonna start on my baking......
will be baking apple pies and cupcakes and, hopefully, shepard pie too.....
KK: haha....provided if you don't blow up ur kitchen first....
oh....ur back.....i'm not that bad at cooking ya know.....
haiz.....KuroKaori is being a nuiscance again and ShiroKaori has dunno gone where so is incapable if stopping her.....
KK: I rule the world!!! nobody can stop me!!!
not my newly bought book!!! nooo!!!
Hullo....i'm back.....Kaori has gone to stop Kuro-chi from destoying her book so she will be stopping here now.....hmm?...why aren't i stopping her.....well.....its too bothersome.....they won't really do anything harmles-
*CRASH**BOOM**CLANG**
I take back my words.....
So, before they do anything damaging, i hafta stop them......well, that and the temptation of fanfics.....
so....bye.....
-bleep-

Hetalia....

2009-08-09T19:10:00.000+08:00

i think i'm gonna die from all the Hetalia videos i've watch....
here are a few.....(watch at ur own risk....coughBLcough....)

OMG!! i love this video!!! the song is nice and the pictures!!! but most of all.....is SHINSEI ROMANIA ACTUALLY LUDWIG(GERMANY)??!!
i saw this in th comments...

by Kagomai15:
It was Germany when he woke up: a lot of people make that connection. That HRE lost his memories after the war, and *maybe* Prussia told him his name was Germany... I like making this connection though, it makes so much sense once you think about it!
But the author/artist doesn't know whether or not to actually make the connection or just leave the HRE arc alone. I hope he does! HRE x Chibitalia and Germany x Italy FTW

by PreyunChan:
Well, I think the author did make the connection, because I remember reading a part where Ludwig [Germany] vaguely remembered a Chibitalia.

kya!! i dunno wat to do!!! i hope they're really the same!!! it'll be so cute!!!
.....okay.....i'll admit it....i'm a total BL fan....

shock!! it's Kiku(Japan), Arthur(England) and Alfred(America)!!
but the drawings are so nice!!!
the plot is so sad!!
the song use is by Ali Project!! one of my favourite artist.....
i thought this story is about Alfred loving Kiku but Kiku and Arthur loves each other....wait until you see the lyrics!!
i can't believe Ali Project sung something like this!! and the lyrics fit so perfectly!!
the song is called Narcisse Noir, it means Black Narcissus.

English Translation
You were my older brother's friend
The boy with white cheeks
I found myself longing for you
Even if there are obstacles

I chased you through a garden of thorns, but
What was always reflected in your eyes was my brother
When I first saw the two of you embracing in the shadow of the door, it was so beautiful
That my heart skipped a beat

Narcisse Noir
I don't know a thing
It's just the day of a girl's first love
Narcisse Noir
Even now, it's sweet
I can hear your voice

One day, my brother left our home
And you never returned again
My mother lamented in her sorrow
And no light shone in our home

Until I become an adult, I won't understand what happened
I'll go to the lake
Where you two sank down in sadness
I'll disobey God and accept the punishment for loving
People will whisper, but
I will just close my eyes

Narcisse Noir
In the vicinity of that lake
The narcissus are blooming
Narcisse Noir
Oh, am I really
Becoming so cynical?

Narcisse Noir
Since then, I fail to love with anyone
Narcisse Noir
Even now, I do not change
I can still see your figure

Narcisse Noir
I don't know a thing
It's just the day of a girl's first love
Narcisse Noir
Even now, it's sweet
I can hear your voice

gasp!! Ali project!! The song is literally a shounen-ai story!!! KYA!!
and just a trivia, there's a legend that the narcissus flower was named after a greek youth who was very beautiful. He got obsessed with his reflection and fell into a pond a died. A flower sprang up form where he died and was then named Narcissus. so i guess there was where the pond comes into play in the song.....sad.....
Narcissus is actually 水仙 in chinese.
the lyrics i got from lyricwiki.....i didn't know they have so much lyrics there lol....

oh yeah! by the way winnie, if you even see videos in youtube with japanese titles and sees the word 腐....it means its BL....

i wanna cry at this adi!!!
Kiku and Albert!!!!
the lyrics has been changed to suit the song....didn't really understand it fully but i guess that Kiku was an assasin or something and he met Albert and fell in love....1 day, he was asked to assasinate Albert and well....
haiz....i'm a sucker for tragedies and angst......

there's a lot more but i guess i'll stop here....

summarized update.....

2009-08-09T18:07:00.000+08:00

haiz....so long didn't update anything adi....
so much happened during these few weeks....
first of all, exams have come and past.....
i think this is the first time so many ppl were absent during exam....
all because of H1N1....
lol....some of my friends didn't came too......
haiz....
i didn't wanna come too....but ShiroKaori won....
before exam....Pn. Suneeta had us write an essay....
die lor....haven't finished it yet....
while we were starting...she was telling us not to cheat and refer to the essays we wrote before....
hearing that, i turned to Rachel and said" Life cheats, so why can't we?"
Rachel was all agreeing and we both said it was a good one....
Exam
well, moving on to exams....didn't really study until the last minute...
and i mean it literally....
who am i to deny the temptation of fanfictions?
haiz...since so many ppl were absent and it does not affect my position in class.....i guess it doesn't matters....
wait...then why did i even bother taking it?....oh, yeah.....my conscious a.k.a ShiroKaori...
SK:Hey! it was for ur own good...
well, lets put depressing matters aside and move on to other subjects....
Japan Cultural Festival
Winnie and I attended the Japan Cultural Festival at SMK Batu Lapan....
it's very interesting thought KuroKaori and me were gritting our teeth whenever the student and teacher of that school discect the language...
and i kept thinking bout other things everytime the teacher said SMK BL....
lol.....i wonder if the student's in that school who knows bout these things ever laughed bout it...
me and winnie joined the Ikebana competition....
we were so lucky!!
actually on thursday, the teacher came over and asked who wants to enter the sushi making competition on Saturday....
Winnie and Iris were absent that day and Anne and i wanted to join but KBC and Subra got to it first...
the next day, we were waiting for Anne and Iris to come to school but deduced that they weren't coming....
we felt a little angry as Anne said she would come yesterday..
then the teacher came and ask if anyone wanted to join the ikebana compertition....
the way she said the words....i was like...."wat? ikre barat??"
i thought she was talking in BM....lol....
but then i recognize her as the teacher from yesterday and she said something bout flowers so my mind click....
so it was Ikebana....
Winnie and i wrote our names and there... we got in....
and i spent the whole night searching for information bout it....
i was surprised how different it was from the western flower arrangement....
Ikebana actually have rules that you must adhere strictly to because it is actually a form of discipline in the olden days....samurai did it too......
but i have to say....the flowers are really nice!!!
KK: yeah! I especially like the way they cut and bend the branches!! Way to go!!
ahem....well.....i search for a lot of pictures to but maybe i will tell more on Ikebana in another post.....
then, the next day....i woke up to my sister alarm clock(actually it was her phone but....)....
to be more accurately...i woke up to the song of Michelle Jackson's Billie Jean.....
Yeah.....she put that as her alarm clock ring tone.....
and it kept ringing....and ringing....and ringing....and ringing....and ringing the same chorus part....
i can memorize that part already lol.....
and it was 6:30 in the morning....
the first time it rang and quieted i was like....what the hell was that?....
just when i was about to sleep....my alarm rang....
dang....i forgot i set it earlier....
but i still lay in bed until 7:15...
changed into uniform and went down to get ready the vase....
smsed winnie to see if she has transport and then sat down and read zig zag for a while....
then i realized i was late....
rushed to winnie house to fetch her and got to school in time!!
the teachers took us to SMK BL *snickers*.....and the second secretary of the japan ambassady gave a speech....filled our stomach first and by the time the Ikebana competiton started....we were off-scheduled!!!
A japanese woman named Sube gave us a demonstration(more like 4..) on how to do Ikebana.....i couldn't hear her voice and the translation sucks.....
then we were required to do an Ikebana arrangement in 10 mins!!
Winnie helped a lot...if she wasn't there i dun know how the heck am i going to cut that branch....
then a chinese looking guy wearing a batik shirt came over and the moment he spoke....lol.....he was a japanese.....quite friendly...
and our 1st time at doing Ikebana we got 3rd place!!! whohoo!!
we did sms anne and asked her to guess where we are....she called back.....
and it seems like she got a bit angry.....
well then, nevermind about that....she'll get better in a few hours....
our school got 2nd in sushi making and 3rd in the fastest eating sushi competition.....
and then Sube-sensei demonstrated how to wear a FURISODE KIMONO!!!!
man!! i wan 1!!! but damn expensive!!!
that model is sure one lucky girl....
by the time the kimono wearing competition started, we were WAY off schedule.....
then they decided to save time by starting the yukata wearing competition the same time...
hectic on stage lol.....
just when i thought this would be finished and be over so i can get to my Japanese class in time....they have performances......
by that time....i dunno wat to say liao....
the 1st dance was a fan dance.....the dancers weren't really synchronized well...
the second one was a festive dance using umbrellas with bells....not that good also....
the third one was a dance about two girl walking in the garden during spring....she girls are cute and the dance is nice...
4th 1 was about the fishermen is Hokkaido....a girl was out of beat but overrall it was not bad....but at that time i was worried about the time so i didn't really like the length of the dance....
just when i thought it was over... they have a 5 th dance!!
this 1 was bout tea picking...cute song, nice dance.....Sube-sensei participated in it too...
finally! they were going to pick out a winner for the Kimono and Yukata wearing competition....our school got 2nd in the Kimono 1 but didn't got any in the Yukata 1...
i guess mainly because the guy didn't hid his t-shirt under the yukata.....
got a bon-odori fan and two certificates that the teacher took to write our names on it....
and finally we can go back!!!
managed to make ot on time to class but was stuck wearing my school uniform the whole day....
and i really mean the whole day.....
haiz...so tired......slept at 12 adn woke up at 9:30 this morning to go for guzheng classes....
came back....did housework and went online watching Hetalia's video (which would be talked about in another post.... )....
that's all for now....i'm itching to write about Hetalia already....i have so many things i wanna say....
And so....
KuroKaori, ShiroKaori and Kaori says bye-bye.....

Tags again.....

2009-07-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

Grabbed this from kirei_shinigami.....i seemed to be doing a lot of tags recently....

Tag to>Winnie, Anne, Iris, Yvonne.....{ask me for the questions}

Paste this tag and let the poeple you tagged do it.....

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

Tag or meme or whatever it is....

2009-07-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

♠ Post ten of any pictures currently on your hard drive that you think are self-expressive.
• NO CAPTIONS!!! It must be like we're speaking with images and we have to interpret your visual language just like we have to interpret your words.
♥ They must ALREADY be on your hard drive - no googling or flickr! They have to have been saved to your folders sometime in the past. They must be something you've saved there because it resonated with you for some reason.
♣ You do NOT have to answer any questions about any of your pictures if you don't want to. You can make them as mysterious as you like. Or you can explain them away as much as you like.

Tag to>>Everyone!!! *laughs evilly*

Tagged...

2009-07-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

Pass this tag to 10 people !
1]Winnie
2]Anne
3]Iris
4]Yvonne
5]Khai Ling
6]Hitsugaya Toshiro>>Bleach
7]Kuchiki Byakuya>>Bleach
8]Ciel Phantomhive>>Kuroshitsuji
9]Uruha>>Gazette
10]Kamenashi Kazuya>>KAT-TUN

LOL! I'm just following what my friends did....>.< KuroKaori (KK), Kaori (K) and ShiroKaori (SK) will all be doing the tag!!

1. Would you date number 5? (Khai Ling)
KK, K, SK~Only if I were a boy.....But even then I have to think about it and most probably will come to the conclusion....No, sorry...not my type.....

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react? (Anne)
KK~Genius! So you were illegally driving?
K~Rush to the hospital immediately to see how she is and when i'm calmed down....go home.... SK~react with shock....then discuss with friends when to visit here...

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do? (Uruha)
KK~NOBODY STEALS URUHA FROM ME!! EVEN MY BOYFRIEND!!!
K~INTRODUCE ME TO HIM OR I'LL BREAK UP WITH YOU!!!
SK~Is this ever gonna happen?...

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4. (Yvonne)
KK~*Gasps* You found the body??!!
K~You have 5 seconds to tell me whats going on before i chop you into pieces....
SK~Remember to clean up after you're done....and proceed to sleep...

5. Number 1 is acting weird. (Winnie)
KK~Welcome to the world of weirdness!!
K~Ignore her...or gape and point.....
SK~Are you sure you didn't hit your head? I could take you to the hospital and pay for your medical bills if you want.....i dun wanna lose my teddy bear.....

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut (Iris+Ciel>Kame )
KK~IRIS!!WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE WITH KAME AND CIEL!! I SHOULD BE THE ONE CUTTING HIS HAIR!!
K~Please don't make him bald or i'll set both of your dogs on you....and cats.....
SK~Is Ciel even high enough to reach Kame's hair?....

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert (Byakuya)
KK~*Faints and dies on spot..* and when i reach Soul Society IMMEDIATELY ACCEPT IT!!
K~I'll go! I'll go! I'LL GO!!!
SK~Doesn't he have a wife adi?.....although deceased....and whose's concert are we actually going to?....Hopefully not something.....boring.....but i'll go....

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar. (Kame)
KK~I'll need a fake ID for that.....no matter how illegal it is.....I;M NOT GONNA MISS IT FOR A STUPID LAW!!
K~I don't care if i'm underage!! LET ME IN!!!
SK~....Let's go to an ice-cream shop instead.....its too much work to get the things required.....besides.....ice-cream taste better.....

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world. (Yvonne)
KK~I'M ACTUALLY YOUR LONG LOST UNIDENTICAL TWIN SISTER!!! Take me!!
K~I want presents for every single holiday the world has celebrated...
SK~Where's the other side of the world anyway? Afrika??

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason (Ciel)
KK~Lets do it next time!!
K~WHERE'S SEBASTIAN WHEN YOU NEED HIM!!!
SK~Are those cops fans of Ciel?? Or maybe they finally got fedup of him always solving their cases?....either way....i didn't do anything...

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner (Khai Ling)
KK~I don't want to hear her talking about badminton and Andy Lau all day....and...is she paying?
K~Sorry....night is reserved for computers, anime and manga only....maybe lunch....
SK~Ok....

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus (Uruha)
KK~WHERE'S THE OTHER GAZETTE MEMBERS??!!
K~Can i have 1000 of your autographs? i can sell them and make $$....
SK~Late to practice? Don't you usually drive your car??

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep (Hitsugaya)
KK~I don't care if you're Hitsugaya-taichou.....NOBODY disturbs me when i'm sleeping....
K~Just talk...i'll record down everything and discuss it over lunch with you tomorow....
SK~Go do your paperwork....if you've finished that....Go do Matsumoto's.....i'm sure she has a lot....

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind (Hitsugaya)
KK~What is this??!! Revenge for hanging up on you yesterday night??!!.....but i dun mind....
K~Hitsugaya!! I'm not a hollow!! Hah!! Look, someone!! I told you he's real!!
SK~I don't mind to be his teddy bear....but he'll have to pay for my medical bills....

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them (Winnie)
KK~No offence...but...YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND??!!...well,if you want a place to hide a body, i can lend you mine...
K~....Which bastard is that?! We willmake sure he regrets what he does...*cackles eveilly*
SK~Look towards a brighter future.....that sounds so lame....actually, just kill that bastard...

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame (Anne)
KK~Smiles and add more oil...
K~Fire extinguisher!! What do you mean you don't have one!! I don't wanna die young!!
SK~I'll lend you my house to stay....

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala (Yvonne)
KK~Congratulation!! You've come to the dark side!! You can put it there with the pandas...
K~CUTE!!
SK~Hug and cuddle with it and then when i'm done kick her out, say "Do I know you?", slam the door and call the police....

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box (Yvonne)
KK~1down, 1 more missed birthday present to go....i want a vaio laptop....
K~I guess that makes up for all the holidays aand birthday present you forgot...
SK~What's your motive???

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game! (Uruha)
KK~I could let you cheat if you want....but in exchange...ALLEN!!COME HERE!!
K~I dun really know how to play card games...Teach me?
SK~....CHILDREN'S card game???!!...I dunno what to say...but it seems like something he would do...

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight (Winnie)
KK~Damn right...in my point of view...
K~If ur overweight....haiz...what is the world changing to??..
SK~Say that in front of the participant of a weight loss program and you'll probably get whacked....

21. Number 7 looks lonely! (Byakuya)
KK~He's always a loner duh....does it makes any difference?
K~Go over and start telling him things about Rukia...
SK~Must be thinking about his wife again....better not bother him...i dun wanna be bankai by him...

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone (Anne)
KK~PMSing??
K~What?? Got dumped??
SK~Not the first time this happens anyway....i'll might just bother her more!!

23 .Numbers 5 and 3 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?(Iris +Khai Ling)
KK~Can i bleach your hair before you do that?
K~So it'll be....blacker??
SK~The amount of people doing useless things are increasing everyday....

25. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went (Anne)
KK~Congratulations!! First Kill!!We should be celebrating!!
K~Who have u annoyed so much that he/she decided to shoot you?
SK~I have faith in your ability in hiding and dodging bullets...if i'm wrong...too bad...

26. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying (Uruha)
KK~IS THIS A SCENE FROM FANFICTION?? WHO MADE YOU CRY?? Ruki??
K~*quickly take pictures first* then go over and comfort him....then sell the pictures...
SK~...stares....and stares...and stares....and "KAI! WHERE ARE YOU!!YOUR MEMBER IS CRYING!!"

27. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!(Winnie+Iris+Khai Ling+Hitsugaya)
KK~EVERYBODY STAY OFF ME EXCEPT FOR HITSUGAYA!!!!
K~*Choke*Help...murder...
SK~if i experience trauma from this you guys will have a hell of a time.....

I hate flu.....

2009-07-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

Gah....really feel like i'm gonna die already.....
When will this flu stop...
I've like tried so many remedies adi....
i drank a LOT of vitamin C, ate a lot of fruits (papaya & starfruit), slept a lot (skipped my piano class), and even drank honey with oligo and honey with cinnamon......
If i'm not better by 2morrow...i really dunno wat to do lah....
KuroKaori doesn't want to do to school 2morrow while ShiroKaori wants too....
Kaori is divided between two....
Should i go for koko 2morrow ar....
i haven't do my part for the BM lisan......
Dun think i'm going to....
haiz......
*driffs away to read fanfics..*

Its Updated!!

2009-07-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it!!
I updated my blog's layout!!
The sun's coming out from the west!!
But seriously....i dun wanna do anything like this anymore....
Took me so long to get the perfect colour, song, yadda, yadda, yadda....
I'm a perfectionist when it comes to these things....
But ITS NOT FINISHED YET!!!
i really need to go on a course on generating codes.....
It will have me soooo much time.....
so this time i'll think i'll squash everything that has happen since my last post all in 1 post.....
EXAM
first of all, exams are over waaayyy long ago, quite satisfies with my marks....
TEACHERS' DAY
and then there's the teacher's day celebration we were preparing for.....
we dances SNSD's Gee.....
Nice experience.....because i usually dance traditional dance....
some conflict went on during the rehearsal.....
some was my own making.....hehe....
Can't really blame me know.....PMS is a terribly thing.....
And i'm really telling the truth here.....
My mood really fluctuates during this period....(no pun intended..)
when the day came we were all rushing to get ready...
had to wear our PI uniforms first because there was a gift giving ceremony before the dance...
Getting ready was normal for me as i'm use to these type of things and i have worse situation happening before...
Imagine ur in three different shows and all of them has different costumes and all of them are 1 after another....had to change and make-up in less than 5 minutes....
But that was a long time ago(primary school).....and we actually had a lot of fun despite the rush...
Coming back to present time, it was really interesting to see the other members reaction to make-up....Hazel and her friend came to help us with it after their performance....
We all let our hairs down and took off our glasses.....we looked DRASTICALLY different....
i dun think half the school nows that it was us dancing....
The song lasted for only 3 minutes and a little so, yeah, it ended FAST....
we got praise but who knows whether that was what they really thought....
People tend to say nice things for the sake of saying it u know.....
And i'm not going to go into philosophy today.....there's still so much to tell....
the rest of the day we sat in the Bilik Wawasan and listen to songs and dancing, just having fun.....
we all got hooked onto the song 'Sorry, sorry' by Super Junior....
some misunderstanding happened but it was nothing big....
that's for Teacher's day...
It was BACK TO OLD ROUTINE the next day...
BACK TO ANIME, MANGA AND ALL THINGS TO DO WITH JAPAN!!
Well, Anne, Winnie, Iris and I went to time square to watch DANCE! SUBARU.
It was truly a magnificent movie....but i think that watching something with CG would be better sice ur going to a cinema...but i dun really regret watching the movie....
we went shopping for a while and i bought KAMI NO SHIZUKU and GEGEGE NO KITARO MOVIE 1 and 2!!
Watched it directly after going home and fell head over heels in love wihe KAMENASHI KAZUYA.....
Kya !! compared to Akanishi Jin i like him better because he just has that calm, blur personality..
Eiji Wentz is cute also.....
haven't got the time to watch the 2nd movie though.....because of my bro....
he borrowed Bleach from his friend and i got hooked on......
He told me to finish watching it because he will be returning it next week....i just barge my way through the series!!
135 episodes for goodness sake!!! gah! i dunno how am i gonna finish it....
I took 5 days to watch 71 episode....my eyes are going to pop out already.....
but i really hae to say this...
BYAKUYA-SAMA ROCKS!! HITSUGAAYA-TAICHOU IS AWESOME!!
hah....love, love, love!!
*trying to calm down fangurl inside*
....KuroKaori will have to take over right now....
Byakuya, Hitsugaaya and the guys i like are mostly living in Soul Society right.....
By living in Soul Society....dosen't that means that they're.....D.E.A.D.....?
...so....i've been liking dead people....?
THIS IS SOOOO COOOL!!!
ahh...but will our afterlives be that cool too....?
*wanders of to daydream...*
Due to Kaori rolling on her bed and yelling "love, love, love!" and KuroKaori has gone to daydream.....the post will end here until they come back.....cheers....BTW, this is Kaori's 3rd personality ShiroKaori, who thinks that they both have enough of fun and needs to go to sleep now.....
"LOVELOVELOVE!!" "afterlive.....wear kimonos...."
Its hard being white......
"Get off to bed!!"
---bleep---

Major Exam!!!

2008-10-12T13:36:00.000+08:00

Oh God!!!
PMR is 2morrow and i'm still surfing the net!!!
i hope i will do well!!!!
2morrow is BM!!!
2 papers then i can go home.........and prepare 4 the next paper 2morrow......
*sigh*
i'm addicted.....
Oh well.....i guess i'm just being lazy......
just 1 more week and i'm free!!
i'm not even sure what am i feeling right now..........
arghhh!!!! Last minute studying!!!!
I will score!!! (i sincerely wish)
i dun even know what am i saying anymore.......
books or net........
i guess i choose both......

KUROSHITSUJI!!!

2008-08-22T12:26:00.000+08:00

Wow!! Trials are finally over!!!
i hope i didn't do badly.....
school's reopening this Monday........
just went 2 Sunway yesterday.....
couldn't help myself.....bought comics & novel........
Mushroom Academy is finally finished!!!!
Mushishi came out volume 10!!!!
i finally bought Nabari no Ou vol. 1!!!!!!
i bought another manga too!!!!!
it's called Kuroshitsuji!!!!!
damn nice!!!
it is on par with Nabari no Ou in my favourite manga list!!!!
it even beat vampire knights!!!
i got news on the fall anime that is coming out!!!!!
Junjou romantica in coming out!!! Finally!!!
i saw the picture for the new season and i went KYA!!!!
MOE!!!!!
also Nadame Cantabile 2nd season is coming out too!!! Wai!!! Nodame is Paris!!!!
Jigoku Shoujo and Vampire Knights are having 3rd season and 2nd season respectively....
i don't quite understand how are they supposed 2 continue Jigoku Shoujou though.....
i thought she died in the last season protecting some kid.....
oh well.....
BUT MOST IMPORTANT IS!!!!!!
KUROSHITSUJI IS ANIMATED TOO!!!!!!!
BANZAI!!!!!
Its a must see!!!
the butler Sebastian Michealis is almost like Neuro!!!!
the master Ciel Phantomhive is like Loki!!!!
gah!!! it is sooooo nice!!!

look at the picture!!!

its was love at first sight.....
Ciel looks a bit like Miharu 2.....

Kya!! Tae Wang Sa Shin Gi!!!

2008-05-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

wai!!!
Exams are OVER!!!!!
finally!!
not that it made such a big difference in my usual life.....hehe.....
i watch a very very very very たいへん　nice korean drama!!!!!!
WAI!!
Its called Tae Wang Sa Shin Gi!
acted by Bae Yong Jun!!!
theme song sung by DBSK!!!!
Soundtracks written by Hisaishi Joe!!!!
wai!!
it has everything that appeals 2 me!!!
the soundtracks are sooo nice!!!!

see!!! I don't quite like Bae Yong Jun in Winter Sonata but this is perfect!!!!!!
he has long hair!!!!!!

tae wang sa shin gi

here's some of the songs in it!!!!

2008-04-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

Ahem!
I have something tat i want 2 confess here!
i know i shouldn't but i can't resist the temptation!!!!
Alright!
I'm going 2 say it!!!!
I WATCHED JUNJOU ROMANTICA!!!!
There!
I said it!
But.....but.......aarrggghhh!
They're ssssooooo cute!!!!
I know its bordering on　やおい　but........
Uwahh!! やおい pairings are flashing through my mind!!!
ほんとう　に　ごめん　なさい、　みんな！！
私は　ほんとう　に　少年あい　を　大好きだ！！！

wai!! I got some songs sung by Ali Project!!

Stupid exam!!!!

2008-03-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

die!!!
2morrow exam!!!
i can't believe tat we're supposed 2 write a 200-240 word essay in 1 hour!!!
i can't even finish 1 in 1 hour!!
and we hafta write the kata!!!!
GYA!!!!
わたしは　きらいい　です！！
なぜ？　１　じかん　だけ！！！
nothing seems 2 go smoothly 4 me this year!!!

lol! So long didn't write anything lol.....

2008-02-25T21:49:00.000+08:00

うわ！
so long didn't write anything lol......
so many things happened since the last time i wrote here......
mainly school started.......and i'm having my theory exam in two weeks time.....=_='
i'm having a major exam this year......
but put this depressing thing aside and focus on the things i love 1st!!!
MANGAS!! ANIMES!!!!
LOL! I still can't believe that Yuki & Kaname r siblings!!
SHOCK!!!
Looking forward 2 april!!
Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion R2 and Vampire Knights's anime is coming out!!!
*drooling*
いいですね！
can't wait!!

listen 2 the piano & violin version of Cresendo!! its soooo nice!!

Holidays!!!

2007-11-25T17:07:00.000+08:00

holidays has begun!!!!!!
i'm finally going 4 Japanese lessons!!!!!!
HURRAY!!
life couldn't be any better!!

I've started watching Matantei Loki Ragnarok.
he is sssssooooo cute!!
and i like the way he treats Mayura.
its obvious he likes her..... >__<
D. Gray Man is also getting more and more exciting!!!

There is also a fanfic that i'm reading recently that is so damn cool!!
although it's slash.........which sometimes disturbs me a little.......
but overall its good!
the plot is unique, the grammar is good, and the characters are not occ.
the story is developing quite nicely 2......

these songs are so nice.......

this is the op song 4 Matantei Loki Ragnarok, Rakuen no Tobira

this is the ed song, Believe in Heaven

and this is a song sung by the singer who sung the op

2007-11-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

Finally. year end holidays are coming!!!!
no more homework........no more teachers..........no more school!!!!!!
things are going just the way i wanted!!
i bought the three Artemis Fowl books that i've been wanting 2 read 4 soooo long!!!!!
and only 4 the price of 2!!!
and i also bought the comic 'The Mythical Detective Loki' !!!!
he is so cute!!!!
i'm now watching D. Gray Man & the korean drama Hwang Jin Yi..............
so good........
i've also started watching Ouran High School Host Club!!!
Holidays are nice..............

A picture that i really like from the anime Aria....

2007-10-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

today first day of exam........
they keep changing the timetable.......
tomorrow will be hectic........
satisfied with everything (even the connection! can u believe THAT!).....
overall a peaceful (or should i say boring) day.......
tomorrow we're having art (2), history and science (1)......
hope i don't failed those 2 (history and science).......

Bleak and depressing day....

2007-10-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

Today must be my most unlucky day of my whole week......
i was at my godmother's house last night and no one was there besides 2 of my older sister.....
internet connection was good last night (or should i say morning as it was 1 am at that time)
slept at 4 am and woke up at 11 am.....
nobody was nagging at me and it was blissful......
UNTIL THIS MORNING.......
i wake up to find that the internet connection isn't working.....
that was the least trouble of all.
the real trouble started when i went back home...
i realized that i never had a good time when i was at home......
the internet connection was bad......
and most of all my nagging mother was there........
honestly, does she thinks that she will die if she stops nagging for a moment!!
i am so fed up of her!!!
after that i went for tuition....
my friend just stop going there and i have no one 2 talk 2.......
while coming back i was relieve 2 know that i was going 2 my godmother's house again.....
that was the only thought that a was thinking about at that time....
and when i got back home, ready 2 go.....
i got the news that my aunt was robbed in front of my godmother's house!!!
i was forbidden 2 go there as quoted from my mother it is dangerous over there.......
so, i satisfied myself with my bad internet connection....
if you were wondering how bad it was look at this.....
i was watching an anime series on the net......
at my house, i only managed 2 watch 2 episodes in 1 week......
but at my godmother's house, i watched 7 episodes in just 1 NIGHT!!!
imagine how bad the connection was!!!!
and then my sister phone back and said she needs the key for my godmother's house as she gave it to me so i can go there after i finished my tuition.....
unfortunately i can't go there and so the key is with me.....
and so the nagging goes on and on again.....
i wonder when will its all stop.....
sometimes i wonder am i getting more and more angsty each day......
i seems 2 be bottling up my feelings......
maybe i 'll go 2 my godmother's house this Saturday......
i seriously don't feel like staying at home right now.......
why can't my mother learn 2 leave me alone......
everyone in my house is tired of her..........
maybe looking at Yama-chan can cheer me up......or not......

Marvelous day

2007-10-02T00:58:00.001+08:00

Today sure is interesting!
3 boys in my school have to repair chairs because they broke the canteen chairs.
and i as a inventory prefect has to supervise them (along with other prefects of course)
the internet connection is good today and I am away from home!!!
no grumbling parents! no annoying younger brother!
i am left 2 my own device!!
LIFE'S BLISSFUL!!
The only thing that mar this otherwise perfect day would be the changing of exam's timetable.....
3 of my worst subjects on the first 2 days!!!
another thing will be that i can't watch HOUSE today! *sobs*
but then again i can always watch the repeat......
still wondering why my friends can find so many Yamada Ryosuke's picture.....

Sunday blues.....

2007-09-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

Sundays are sure boring.....
lying at home all day......
study 4 exams......
listen 2 a particular person grumbling about almost everything.....
At times like this i really want 2 attach myself in front of my laptop forever.......
2morrow got school again....
though we won't be studying much as the form 3 have major exams going on....
anyway i just found the insert song 'shiosai' from Aria the Natural.
its so nice......and it definitely suits my mood now....
and why do i have 2 split my cinnamon chocolate roll into four pieces!?!?!
Someone is grumbling again that i am play my laptop 2 long........
Sunday....bittersweet......