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♥ Shiosai ♥
The world in my head is different from yours.
It's distorted, it's twisted, it's strange.
But to me it's the only thing that I have,
That nobody can take away.
My sanctuary, my secret place,
The thing that keeps my sane.
Step through the door and you'll,
Never see things same again.
Insomnia Thoughts: Humans and Their Way of Thinking
Friday, August 28, 2009, 9:14 PM
lol....recently I've been having serious case of insomnia.....
just yesterday....I went to bed around 1 am and still haven't sleep at 3....
what to do.....you can't sleep....can't crawl downstairs to play com (mom have very good ears....)....and you're lying there on bed.....
So, naturally, i started to think of things and daydream (though i suppose it should be nightdream...)
Weirdly....these thoughts that i usually have are usually quite profound...but i guess that if one spends so much time thinking on a particular subject it'll make sense one way or another.....
the topics tends to fluctuate here and there....never quite staying on a fixed subject......
I could be thinking about parents in a moment, then go to thinking about life, or even thinking about why things are the way they are......
So i thought....why don't i just write down everything on my blog for the sake of writing....
Which is why the title is insomnia thoughts....the subtitle on the other hand is just a really rough theme of topic in this post.....
Also given the fact that i am not lying down on a bed in a dark room when writing this and there are a lot of distractions, not to mention that i might have forgotten what i though about (which happens quite often....)....well.....i'll try my best.....
whatever that is written down in insomnia thoughts is just what they are....thoughts...and all the things written are not checked for the factual correctness....so don't start criticizing......
and just another note, these thoughts came from the merging of KuroKaori, ShiroKaori and Kaori.....or should i say KuroShiroKaori3.....lol....now on to the thoughts!!

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Been thinking lately....human thoughts are truly a strange thing.....
so are their way of seeing things.....
the perfect example would be the frequently asked question:
Is the glass half empty or half full?
Then, our thoughts influence the way we think.....
Those whose thoughts tend to drift to the well...darker side most probably would say its half empty and vice-versa....
some might ask "isn't it the same?"
and then they will tell you the whole point of asking this question is to see if you are optimistic, pessimistic or just neutral.....
then it made me think....why would anybody want to know if someone is an optimist or a pessimist?
i guess it might be the same as how we sometime ask ourselves questions that other might see it as trivial......
but those test are not 100% correct...because nothing ever is....
and i'm not gonna include any God-talks in here....at least for the moment.....

nobody is the same no matter what some might think.....
which is why we crave for someone who actually understands us in some way...
which is why friendship comes into play......
When we befriend someone, its always because that there is something we gain from it...something about that person that actually draws you in......
don't say that you didn't befriend someone because you wanted something from them...
I always thought that people who said that are ignorant about what is happening in life because no matter if we want it or not, we always make sure that we gain something when doing something.....
it doesn't matter if its money, fame, understanding, company or the feeling of being superior than others.....the fact is, all humans have selfish reasons when doing things....

one may argue, what about helping people doing things without accepting any form of payment?
well, i have to say, the minute you decide to do something, is the minute you have started receiving payment.
we often think of payment as something physical, but what about the spiritual or emotional sense?
For example, when you help someone, you get the feeling that you have did something good and some might feel content or some may feel more superior than others as they manage to help someone do something they can't.....
Aren't these 'payments' too?
then you might say, i didn't do it willingly! my mum/dad/teacher/conscience/or whoever you may think of forced/coerced/persuaded/demanded me to do it!
but think of it in another way, didn't you do it because you didn't want to get into trouble?
or maybe you did it to get into that person's good graces.

No matter what they say, one still looks for profits before they do something.
everyone is selfish in their own way, it just depends on how selfish they are.
Society have this 'limit' on everything, too much of it and you're selfish/mean/talented/disgusting/etc,etc,etc....
And who made these limits?
Humans.

I find it really ironic that human are the ones who set these limit, and yet are the one who want to break these limits.....
So in the end, i guess this proves that humans are really conflicting creatures aren't they?
they invent opposites words for everything imaginable yet they have the most opposite way of thinking.....
the world is a paradox by itself....
don't worry if you don't understand a word above, because sometimes i don't either, and i'm the one who wrote it......
there is a paragraph i read in a fanfiction that amuse me.....take a look at it....

"
I know the basic way a hero must grow up. He’s an abused, skinny orphan, who through adventures learns and becomes the mighty unbeatable person, who knows everything. Here’s the trick, kiddies, heroes do not know everything. Heroes do make mistakes. Heroes can hurt other people.

We invented heroes when we became scared of ourselves. We wanted to know that somebody out there was still innocent and un-touched with the evilness that lurks among the humankind. We wanted somebody to take the responsibility, we wanted somebody to be our savior, and we wanted somebody to blame. Mortal humans became innocent, as all the bad things that occurred were heroes’ fault; they had failed to prevent them happening.

Heroes are the models of our race. That’s why it’s so hard to understand, and even harder to forgive, when one of them does something wrong or unthinkable. The first reaction is denial. Then comes the ultimate feel of betrayal.

It’s even worse, than when a family member betrays, because the members of a family are only humans. Heroes are one step higher. They are nearly half-gods. They are powerful, and when they fail they become dangerous.

Therefore, the third step… is fear."

lol....humans....how more contradicting can they be?

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Tag....
Thursday, August 27, 2009, 10:32 PM
Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no,

then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.

Since its supposed to be answered as sarcastic/mean, KuroKaori will be answering them.....
Disclaimer: Anything KuroKaori said is by no means the responsibility of Kaori and ShiroKaori....wanna complain? Find someone crazy to complain to...at least he'll be answering you and not look at you as if your crazy....imagine....I've been offended by someone's black personality...lol....

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If an annoying person says:

1) I am cute.
You know...my teacher and the dictionary both define cute as ugly but adorable...so, yeah....you are so cute but utterly not adorable at all.....

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome.
Most beautiful/handsome than than who?? Frankenstine? Hey wait...I'm wrong!....He looks even better than you!! You see, he actually has style with that kind of face....you on the other hand....2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 ears, 1 mouth....tch...your face can substitute the word BORING ya know....

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
Wait...say that again....I've gotta get this on tape!! Wait till the whole world hear this!!! I bet everybody's gonna cram up your house, swooning at you, and you will never ever get a second of peace! Nice life isn't it?

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic things…
Hey, you know what they say? If you have the ability but not the chance, you can't do anything. so you might have all the ability to succeed, but I, on the other hand, have all the chances to succeed....even if i don't have all the ability....be nice too me and I'll think about hiring you....

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
I feel so sad for you....having so many albums yet I still don't know who you are....you must be not popular enough....maybe you wanna consider changing your company huh?

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If an annoying pretty/handsome woman/man says:

1) I know you like me.
Yeah...and i also like cats, dogs, hamsters, white mice and guinea pigs....so i guess yeah....you'll fit in very well!!

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
Uh huh, after you finish basking in your own stupidity and narcissism, can you consider moving aside, i can't see that cute dog across the street....oh damn!! Now its gone!! sigh....if only you were half as cute as that dog then maybe I'll consider looking at you....

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
Whoever told you that you are my type are seriously out of their mind....and I'm not nice....the next time you see me, I hope its never, please call me the devil's incarnation!! So if you don't mind, please tell me who gave you the idea that i am interested in a narcisistic-oops, i mean a sweet guy like you so i can tear him into pieces and blame it on someone else....


4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
What makes you think that I want to sit in a metal junk with a guy whose face can make mirrors break thus increasing the chances of a car accident happening? Nuh-uh, I value my life a lot, thank you very much.

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!!

I've just started reading how to make people who hate you hate others instead and how to make you enemy miserable his/her whole life, so....bring it on....

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If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:

1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
Sorry, but I'm already engaged to my computer, comics and animes so i don't think you ever have a chance.....

2) May I have your cell phone number? Please please please?
Everybody knows I don't have a phone, since you don't know that, I'll assume that you are not everybody, thus making you a nobody, and i dun give anything to nobodies, so if you can step aside and let me walk past you like how i usually treat nobody, I'll be very glad.....

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night…
My nights are only reserved for computers, internet, comics, animes, books and my bed, so unless you can turn yourself into 1 of those i guess you can guess the answer to that, or am i correct in guessing the capacity between your ears that you can't even figure out the answer to that simple question?

4) What do you like about me?
Hmm, let's see.....animes, check; mangas, check; internet, check; money, check; looks, check.....Sorry, but no part of you is on my list of what i like but don't be sad....if you post ur picture up internet and ask what people like about you, there might be some chance that you will find some satisfying answers to your absolutely mundane question even if said chances is so small that you can only see it with a electron microscope....

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
Oh, sorry but my ears have some problems lately. Did you just said that you want me to say that you are disgustingly ugly and I want to stay away from you as far as possible as i hate you sooooo much?

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If your enemy says:

1) Hi bitch!
Ru Yun!! Someone's calling your dog. If you would just wait a minute, I'm sure your true love will be here in a minute and remember to gimme a puppy that you both are going to have someday because I love puppies!!

2) You smell like shit!
Are you sure you didn't push some up your nose accidentally because no one here smells anything except for you....poor you, I hate to be smelling shit all day.....

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!
You know, there's a reason why nobody's better than me because I slash them with a whip and knife, dip them in salt water, cut off their arms and legs to feed my dear piranhas then proceed to feed them nutritious food to keep them alive for a long, long time so i can continue to torture them and when I'm tired of them, I'll chop them up to feed fishes because their existence is only good enough for that....so, you were saying?

4) What an ugly creature you are!
Did you know that my world consist of only ugly people and monsters?...So of course I'm ugly....because otherwise I'll be a monster like you...

5) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
Sigh.....can't you be anymore outdated and unoriginal for using that phrase?....you should say I am going to find ways to sabotage you and make it look like you did it yourself and then proceed to win this race while you'll be the most humiliated person in this race ever. Now, isn't that much more original and refreshing?

Sigh....i would have said more but since Kao-chi and Shiro-tan are restraining me saying that i should continue to corrupt people mind and make them have lifetime trauma i guess this is it....

Ehem...Tag to: whoever who sees this.....

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Random tidbits.....
Monday, August 24, 2009, 9:37 PM
Started learning Gu Zhen recently....I'm on my 5th lesson already.....its so nice seeing the Gu Zhen I have at home is actually tuned and not just a pack of strings on the wood....


There....the tuned and fully working Gu Zhen in my house.....

So the first lesson the teacher told us how to wear this fingernails.....they are essential for playing and you only wear it on your right hand though some teachers want students to wear it on their left hand too.....
there are 4 in total....the little finger doesn't have 1....but i only need to wear 3 at the moment.....

The fake fingernail...

How it looks in the front when i'm wearing it....

The back.....

Yeah, the fingernails are worn at the back of the finger......and you can't wear it too tight or too loose as it will fall of or not really stationary when you play if its too loose and it might cut off your blood circulation and doesn't feels comfortable if its too tight....
and the tapes must be taped on nicely and neatly too.....god knows how many times i retaped the blasted thing to my finger the first time i wore it.....
the tape is reusable until it doesn't stick anymore....

My bro is also learning Gu Zhen too....he looks funny playing it.....lol.....
Mum also made him take up another instrument.....
Behold......the flute......

that's the flute

It was originally a much longer flute but the teacher (a man) said he doesn't have the strength to blow it so he changed it into this smaller one.....lol....we had a good laugh over that....
my Gu Zhen teacher's mother came in when i was pratising my Gu Zhen in the classroom while waiting for my bro to finished his flute lesson....
she told me that my bro very "xiu qi", which means scholar-like or something similar in chinese....
we came home and told mum that and she laughed....lol....
she said that was just a polite way of saying sissy.....LOL......
we were laughing so hard!!!!

My Gu Zhen teacher is called Ms. Wu....she's from China.....dunno which part....she often talks to her mum using their dialect but i have no idea what they're talking about.....
Her mum told me she won the gold prize for best chinese speaker in Shanghai....no wonder the way she speaks is different....perfect chinese man.....
Besides Gu Zhen, she also teaches Pi Pa (Biwa) and traditional chinese dance....
i wanna learn also!!!
maybe somewhere near future......
but i am determined to learn!!!

The pics below are the books i brought from the bookfest.....

This is the compilation horror stories by Anthony Horowitz....

This is the compilation fantasy stories by various authors....

This was the book mark we got for buying above 40....

There's still 2 stamps that we got also.....

i found that i'm obsessing over lullabies......
i even went to YouTube to search for lullabies in various languages......
i found 1 from Russia!!!
didn't know what they were talking about and it makes me wanna learn Russian!!!
there's a few german lullabies i found to but i wasn't able to find any italian ones....i wonder why....
while searching, i stumbled across the lullaby from Pan's Labyrinth.....
i remember i use to love that song.....
it is a spanish movie....very brutal....but very nice.....
very bloody also.....
but the plot is fascinating.....
i put the song in the playlist adi....it's the first song that plays.....
and the others are mostly lullabies.....
so nice.....
SK,KK: Kaori has drifted to dreamland while hearing lullabies.....so long then....there's still fanfics too read....
-bleep-

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Baking Day!!
, 8:39 PM
Lol.....as i said yesterday....today is baking day.....
went to sleep at 1 yesterday so couldn't really get up this morning....
younger cousin sister was coming to help me at 12 noon....i was still sleeping at 11:30.....
she called me twice and asked if i want her to bring rolling pin, this 1, that 1 or not....
both times my bro picked up the phone as i was still daydreaming in my bed....
mind you....i was awake.....just not awake enough to haul my ass of the bed......
so....they came somewhere round 12 and i had to scramble to brush teeth, etc.....
my aunt brought her oven over as she thought we didn't have one....miscommunication on my bro's part.....he told her that we have 2 oven....which she thought it was my godmum's oven and our toaster.........she thinks that the oven is too small and the toaster is not hot enough.....so she took her oven here.......
my bro didn't told her that we bought a new one.....sigh.....so she had too bring the oven back again.....
eat some noodles for breakfast....or brunch.......brunch is more suitable......
cousin brought cheese tart and chocolate marble cake over.....nice......
after eating, we went too work......
KK: *snort* it was more like searching for ingredients to make something and then shriek when you realized you don't have it then resume searching ingredients for something else.....
SK: the kitchen.....the poor, poor kitchen......
alright, alright....i admit we were a little disorganised.....

SK: little??
fine...we were very unorganised but we still manage to make something......
KK: hmm....what was the first thing you tried to make again.....meringue cookies.....looks more
like meringue terror to me.....
hey!! you weren't supposed to say that!!
it was just a little-
SK: little again......?

fine...it was very undercooked and i use the wrong type of sugar, happy?
SK, KK: very.
sigh....so my meringue cookies are a big disaster but thank goodness the others turns out okay...
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took some pics too...


The still unbaked apple pies......

My apple pies cooking in the oven!!

Tada!! The finished apple pies!!!
Might not look much but they sure taste nice.

Some other things we made.
This is the vanilla sponge cake with pineapples.....
don't ask....

My cousin sisters helping out with the pies...

My cousin making the vanilla spongecake with blueberry jam and pineapples....
taste weird....
don't ask why this combination.....
i seriously don't know what came over me....

So, in total we made 2 cakes and a few apple pies.....man, was i tired.....
sigh....the kitchen was in a total mess too.....
SK: i had to sweep and mop the kitchen!! the horrors of that!!!
right....SK couldn't stand how dirty the floor was.....
there was so many things too wash too....
my back hurts adi.....
i guess i am going to just sit down and enjoy those cakes....
KK: you call those cakes??
shut up...no one asked you opinion....
KK: hey! i'm eating those cakes too!! i have a right to voice out my opinions!!
haha...too bad...you're just an imaginary me in my imaginary world.....
wait.....does that count as being insane?....
Kaori has gone off she ponder if she is really insane or not while eating.....cakes.....will be back soon.....until then....
-bleep-

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Changed New Layout!!!
Sunday, August 23, 2009, 10:24 PM
Muahaha!! i FINALLY changed my blog's layout!!!
the old 1 has been bugging me for some time since it works perfectly on internet explorer but not on Mozilla Firefox.....
but this 1 is completely alright and on the plus side it's cute!!
i found 2 templates actually and couldn't decide which one i should use....so i ask moi bro....
so if anyone wanna blame moi's bad choice of template, blame him!!
now back to topic.....
I FINISHED MY GRADE 8 PIANO EXAM!!!!
WHOHOOO!!
NO MORE PRACTICING FOR 2 HOURS PER DAY!!!
the examiner was a guy....thank goodness....
i almost thought it was a girl as the examiner for the violin was a girl....
the piano and violin examinees were all in the same waiting room....and then a woman came and ask if it is alright for her to start the exam early....scared me......
but i guess it's alright even if i got her as she seems friendly....but then you can't judge a person by their attitude.....she might be very stingy in giving marks.....
my teacher always said that women examiners are very stingy but during my theory class on Saturday, she told us that she changed her opinion....
her students who went for the July test had a woman examiner but she was so generous!!
she actually gave full marks for one of the student's dunno scales or aural!!
Imagine that!
and one of the pieces she gave 29 over 30 i think....can't be sure but its damn high!!
sigh....i wish i have 1 like that too.....
KK: yeah....fat chance....with ur luck.....
SK: if you work real hard from start to end you won't even need someone like that....
tch.....as if i don't know already.....

I just wanna day dream for a while....no harm in that....
KK: Yeah, yeah, dream on....no harm....wait...isn't that how you created us in the first place.....
SK: nah...you got it all wrong....she didn't create us...we poped out on our own because we couldn't stand the vast empty space in her head.....good thing we did....she couldn't be like she is now without us....
KK: haha....nice one...
sometimes i really hate you guys......
SK, KK: pffff....
tch....ignore them.....

well the examiner was real nice and helpful.....sigh.....i can't believe the mistakes i made....
the place was so cold my fingers couldn't move properly....
SK,KK: excuses!!!
will you both please shut up!!
haiz.....
going emo adi....
KK: go emo then....me and SK will cover for you!!

since when you bonded up with SK??!! and hell no if i'm gonna give this place to you!!
SK,KK: pffff.....party pooper.....
let's just get to the next topic...
SCHOOL HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!
but still have to do so many things eh....
got Moral lah, EST, English, Chemistry.....sigh....

not to mention the Sivik card.....
those slave drivers masqerading as teachers......
went to a book fest today.....
the varieties of books is really.....haiz....
there was 1 book i saw that uses a picture from vampire knight but a totally diferent story!!
heck! it wasn't even a vampire knight story!!
the picture was altered slightly so it doesn't really look like them.....but still...
this was the picture used....

nearly had a cardiac arrest when i saw it....
but saw some interesting books also.....
i wanted to buy a book written by Coraline's scriptwriter Neil Gaiman.
it's about a boy whose family was murdered and was raised in a graveyard by ghost....
but the price.....haiz.....
so i bought two other books....
both are compilation of various short stories but one is fantasy and the other one is horror...
the fantasy one is written by various authors including Garth Nix, Neil Gaiman and kya!! Eoin Colfer!!
the horror one on the other hand is written by Anthony Horowitz....i have to say he really knows how to write horror....
i just read the first story only but it's enough to convince me......
had a really exciting day......and tomorrow i'm gonna start on my baking......
will be baking apple pies and cupcakes and, hopefully, shepard pie too.....
KK: haha....provided if you don't blow up ur kitchen first....
oh....ur back.....i'm not that bad at cooking ya know.....
haiz.....KuroKaori is being a nuiscance again and ShiroKaori has dunno gone where so is incapable if stopping her.....
KK: I rule the world!!! nobody can stop me!!!
not my newly bought book!!! nooo!!!
Hullo....i'm back.....Kaori has gone to stop Kuro-chi from destoying her book so she will be stopping here now.....hmm?...why aren't i stopping her.....well.....its too bothersome.....they won't really do anything harmles-
*CRASH**BOOM**CLANG**
I take back my words.....
So, before they do anything damaging, i hafta stop them......well, that and the temptation of fanfics.....
so....bye.....
-bleep-

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Hetalia....
Sunday, August 9, 2009, 7:10 PM
i think i'm gonna die from all the Hetalia videos i've watch....
here are a few.....(watch at ur own risk....coughBLcough....)



OMG!! i love this video!!! the song is nice and the pictures!!! but most of all.....is SHINSEI ROMANIA ACTUALLY LUDWIG(GERMANY)??!!
i saw this in th comments...

by Kagomai15:
It was Germany when he woke up: a lot of people make that connection. That HRE lost his memories after the war, and *maybe* Prussia told him his name was Germany... I like making this connection though, it makes so much sense once you think about it!
But the author/artist doesn't know whether or not to actually make the connection or just leave the HRE arc alone. I hope he does! HRE x Chibitalia and Germany x Italy FTW

by PreyunChan:
Well, I think the author did make the connection, because I remember reading a part where Ludwig [Germany] vaguely remembered a Chibitalia.

kya!! i dunno wat to do!!! i hope they're really the same!!! it'll be so cute!!!
.....okay.....i'll admit it....i'm a total BL fan....



shock!! it's Kiku(Japan), Arthur(England) and Alfred(America)!!
but the drawings are so nice!!!
the plot is so sad!!
the song use is by Ali Project!! one of my favourite artist.....
i thought this story is about Alfred loving Kiku but Kiku and Arthur loves each other....wait until you see the lyrics!!
i can't believe Ali Project sung something like this!! and the lyrics fit so perfectly!!
the song is called Narcisse Noir, it means Black Narcissus.

English Translation
You were my older brother's friend
The boy with white cheeks
I found myself longing for you
Even if there are obstacles

I chased you through a garden of thorns, but
What was always reflected in your eyes was my brother
When I first saw the two of you embracing in the shadow of the door, it was so beautiful
That my heart skipped a beat

Narcisse Noir
I don't know a thing
It's just the day of a girl's first love
Narcisse Noir
Even now, it's sweet
I can hear your voice

One day, my brother left our home
And you never returned again
My mother lamented in her sorrow
And no light shone in our home

Until I become an adult, I won't understand what happened
I'll go to the lake
Where you two sank down in sadness
I'll disobey God and accept the punishment for loving
People will whisper, but
I will just close my eyes

Narcisse Noir
In the vicinity of that lake
The narcissus are blooming
Narcisse Noir
Oh, am I really
Becoming so cynical?

Narcisse Noir
Since then, I fail to love with anyone
Narcisse Noir
Even now, I do not change
I can still see your figure

Narcisse Noir
I don't know a thing
It's just the day of a girl's first love
Narcisse Noir
Even now, it's sweet
I can hear your voice

gasp!! Ali project!! The song is literally a shounen-ai story!!! KYA!!
and just a trivia, there's a legend that the narcissus flower was named after a greek youth who was very beautiful. He got obsessed with his reflection and fell into a pond a died. A flower sprang up form where he died and was then named Narcissus. so i guess there was where the pond comes into play in the song.....sad.....
Narcissus is actually 水仙 in chinese.
the lyrics i got from lyricwiki.....i didn't know they have so much lyrics there lol....

oh yeah! by the way winnie, if you even see videos in youtube with japanese titles and sees the word 腐....it means its BL....



i wanna cry at this adi!!!
Kiku and Albert!!!!
the lyrics has been changed to suit the song....didn't really understand it fully but i guess that Kiku was an assasin or something and he met Albert and fell in love....1 day, he was asked to assasinate Albert and well....
haiz....i'm a sucker for tragedies and angst......

there's a lot more but i guess i'll stop here....


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summarized update.....
, 6:07 PM
haiz....so long didn't update anything adi....
so much happened during these few weeks....
first of all, exams have come and past.....
i think this is the first time so many ppl were absent during exam....
all because of H1N1....
lol....some of my friends didn't came too......
haiz....
i didn't wanna come too....but ShiroKaori won....
before exam....Pn. Suneeta had us write an essay....
die lor....haven't finished it yet....
while we were starting...she was telling us not to cheat and refer to the essays we wrote before....
hearing that, i turned to Rachel and said" Life cheats, so why can't we?"
Rachel was all agreeing and we both said it was a good one....
Exam
well, moving on to exams....didn't really study until the last minute...
and i mean it literally....
who am i to deny the temptation of fanfictions?
haiz...since so many ppl were absent and it does not affect my position in class.....i guess it doesn't matters....
wait...then why did i even bother taking it?....oh, yeah.....my conscious a.k.a ShiroKaori...
SK:Hey! it was for ur own good...
well, lets put depressing matters aside and move on to other subjects....
Japan Cultural Festival
Winnie and I attended the Japan Cultural Festival at SMK Batu Lapan....
it's very interesting thought KuroKaori and me were gritting our teeth whenever the student and teacher of that school discect the language...
and i kept thinking bout other things everytime the teacher said SMK BL....
lol.....i wonder if the student's in that school who knows bout these things ever laughed bout it...
me and winnie joined the Ikebana competition....
we were so lucky!!
actually on thursday, the teacher came over and asked who wants to enter the sushi making competition on Saturday....
Winnie and Iris were absent that day and Anne and i wanted to join but KBC and Subra got to it first...
the next day, we were waiting for Anne and Iris to come to school but deduced that they weren't coming....
we felt a little angry as Anne said she would come yesterday..
then the teacher came and ask if anyone wanted to join the ikebana compertition....
the way she said the words....i was like...."wat? ikre barat??"
i thought she was talking in BM....lol....
but then i recognize her as the teacher from yesterday and she said something bout flowers so my mind click....
so it was Ikebana....
Winnie and i wrote our names and there... we got in....
and i spent the whole night searching for information bout it....
i was surprised how different it was from the western flower arrangement....
Ikebana actually have rules that you must adhere strictly to because it is actually a form of discipline in the olden days....samurai did it too......
but i have to say....the flowers are really nice!!!
KK: yeah! I especially like the way they cut and bend the branches!! Way to go!!
ahem....well.....i search for a lot of pictures to but maybe i will tell more on Ikebana in another post.....
then, the next day....i woke up to my sister alarm clock(actually it was her phone but....)....
to be more accurately...i woke up to the song of Michelle Jackson's Billie Jean.....
Yeah.....she put that as her alarm clock ring tone.....
and it kept ringing....and ringing....and ringing....and ringing....and ringing the same chorus part....
i can memorize that part already lol.....
and it was 6:30 in the morning....
the first time it rang and quieted i was like....what the hell was that?....
just when i was about to sleep....my alarm rang....
dang....i forgot i set it earlier....
but i still lay in bed until 7:15...
changed into uniform and went down to get ready the vase....
smsed winnie to see if she has transport and then sat down and read zig zag for a while....
then i realized i was late....
rushed to winnie house to fetch her and got to school in time!!
the teachers took us to SMK BL *snickers*.....and the second secretary of the japan ambassady gave a speech....filled our stomach first and by the time the Ikebana competiton started....we were off-scheduled!!!
A japanese woman named Sube gave us a demonstration(more like 4..) on how to do Ikebana.....i couldn't hear her voice and the translation sucks.....
then we were required to do an Ikebana arrangement in 10 mins!!
Winnie helped a lot...if she wasn't there i dun know how the heck am i going to cut that branch....
then a chinese looking guy wearing a batik shirt came over and the moment he spoke....lol.....he was a japanese.....quite friendly...
and our 1st time at doing Ikebana we got 3rd place!!! whohoo!!
we did sms anne and asked her to guess where we are....she called back.....
and it seems like she got a bit angry.....
well then, nevermind about that....she'll get better in a few hours....
our school got 2nd in sushi making and 3rd in the fastest eating sushi competition.....
and then Sube-sensei demonstrated how to wear a FURISODE KIMONO!!!!
man!! i wan 1!!! but damn expensive!!!
that model is sure one lucky girl....
by the time the kimono wearing competition started, we were WAY off schedule.....
then they decided to save time by starting the yukata wearing competition the same time...
hectic on stage lol.....
just when i thought this would be finished and be over so i can get to my Japanese class in time....they have performances......
by that time....i dunno wat to say liao....
the 1st dance was a fan dance.....the dancers weren't really synchronized well...
the second one was a festive dance using umbrellas with bells....not that good also....
the third one was a dance about two girl walking in the garden during spring....she girls are cute and the dance is nice...
4th 1 was about the fishermen is Hokkaido....a girl was out of beat but overrall it was not bad....but at that time i was worried about the time so i didn't really like the length of the dance....
just when i thought it was over... they have a 5 th dance!!
this 1 was bout tea picking...cute song, nice dance.....Sube-sensei participated in it too...
finally! they were going to pick out a winner for the Kimono and Yukata wearing competition....our school got 2nd in the Kimono 1 but didn't got any in the Yukata 1...
i guess mainly because the guy didn't hid his t-shirt under the yukata.....
got a bon-odori fan and two certificates that the teacher took to write our names on it....
and finally we can go back!!!
managed to make ot on time to class but was stuck wearing my school uniform the whole day....
and i really mean the whole day.....
haiz...so tired......slept at 12 adn woke up at 9:30 this morning to go for guzheng classes....
came back....did housework and went online watching Hetalia's video (which would be talked about in another post.... )....
that's all for now....i'm itching to write about Hetalia already....i have so many things i wanna say....
And so....
KuroKaori, ShiroKaori and Kaori says bye-bye.....

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